juz back frm cg ...

2dae nv go 4 the sch celebration .. coz ytd nitez cant slp well ..den tis mornin wake up , veri tired so nv go lorz .. haha

in the afternoon supposed 2 go cyclin wif "dum dum" de .. but he cant wake up .. so nvm lorz .. next time ba .. his juz wake up voice so funni .. haha

den i went 2 mac 2 meet meilin .. coz she is dere liao .. studyin .. haha , den i go dere eat , n study 4 awhile .. den we go walk walk at the beach ..
here r some fotos i took ..



den we go sit at the rocks dere n tok .. n i saw a rainbow !!

can c the rainbow ?





super dirty water .. wanna go somewhere where the seawater is clean n clear ..

meilin MTV shot .. haha


den off 2 cg .. 2dae cg like so lonely so little ppl .. my partner grp nv come .. n almost all the kids cant join us 4 games .. coz dey nv complete study hrs .. aiyo .. y daryl like like separate us up ? aiyo .. if mutiply dun separate us leh .. we will be veri sad de leh .. coz after A's i dun tink we can c each other so often le .. unless 4 cg .. haiz~ n also 1 more ting .. i veri angry leh .. my parents keep sayin i go find BF .. .aiyo , where got BF 4 mi 2 find .. haiz~ told u the truth le .. wat u wan mi 2 do ? .. God plz help mi , let dem understand .. n gif mi the strenght 2 hit 20 hrs tis week ! .. amen
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juz woke up from my nap ..
dunno y tis mornin wake up den headache arhz ..
haha , den in the mrt all the 3 of us nv tok like we quarrel like tat .. haha
but nv la .. i was slpin half the time ...
2dae gp i tink ok la .. shld be able 2 pass ... but i got no time 2 realli do my AQ .. so juz write watever comes 2 my mind at the point of time .. veri ramdom ..
hope tis wun affect my marks ..

after examz stayed back 4 extra mgt lessons .. 2dae rain again .. hope 2molo wun rain ..coz i wan go cycle .. haha

n finally meilin ok le .. wa .. she tis few daes like angry wif mi .. reject my call la , call her house keep sayin she busy .. den dun wan tok 2 mi .. sad leh .. dun like tis le horz .. i not guyi pass the " dun wan 2 study virus" 2 u de .. n rmb be NORMAL k ?

aiyo .. my mum keep askin 2 go the 7th mth dinner .. shld i go ?

YR smile juz makes my dae .. =>


sianz ... juz back frm the 7th mth dinner .. so noisy .. gif mi headache arhz ..
n ppl dere r mad ... $100 4 a pack of 5kg rice ? wonder wat dey tinkin .. u tink eat le .. sure will get rich meh .. haha , maybe prayin will haf a better effect den the $100 rice ..
aiyo .. nv study 2dae leh .. coz of the dinner .. spoil my plan .. haiz~
maybe not goin 4 the celebrations 2molo ..

gd nitez every1 .. off 2 slp le .. ZZZZzzzz
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went 2 sch at 1.30 2dae ! 4 econz consultation ...
kinda odd wif every1 walkin out of sch when i am walkin in ..

haha , n muz hide frm Mr lai leh .. coz nv attend his lesson tis mornin ..
haha .. later he nag n say i dun need him , n dun wan gif mi worksheets again..
haha .. sound so childish rite n he is alreadi a 50+ man le ...

on the way home in mrt vaney n mi saw a guy wif a horn on his head .. haha ..
n on the train he keep " sharpenin" his horn .. haha .. laugh like mad .. ney arhz .. u hai mi cant stop laughin ..

haiz~ n 2 my dearest mummy .. u muz be normal k ? i wan the old mummy back ! where r u ?

12 hrs down , 8 more 2 go ! .. jia you !
prayin hard 4 gd pass 4 2molo GP prelims paper ..
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haha , stay in sch 4 the whole dae 2dae , w/o sleepin in class n nv pon ani lessonz .. haha ... n i went 4 PE also .. last lesson of bowlin so go lorz .. as a form of de-stressin .. dun wan 2 end up like last week .. so muz play n study ..
haiz~ but sad leh .. nv strike 2dae .. sianzed .. tink 2 long nv play le .. n the coach .. keep starin at mi , when i bowl .. so stressful lorz .. n everytime he watch , my throw sure go down 2 the drain .. haha
after PE went 2 tpy wif caihua .. pei her go get her sis fone .. n go eat after tat
n i saw my old fone .. oh man .. realli miss my old fone ..

effective consultation 2dae .. went 2 meet Mrs Teo alone 2dae .. coz ml say she dun wan 2 c a/cs animore le .. haha , finally noe wat is cash budget all abt ..

2dae borin lorz .. majority of my clique nv come sch ..

2molo my turn 2 pon sch le .. maybe will go sch at 1.30 if deres is econz consultation

tinkin of HIM ... HE nv come sch 2dae ... coz he sick .. prayin 4 him n all who r sick now .. blessin 2 be upon all who r sick .. be healed in JESUS name .. aMen !

back 2 books le ..

8 hrs down 12 more 2 go ..
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oh no .. vaney is sick 2dae .. hmm .. seems like the sick virus is being passed ard frm mi 2 meilin n now vaney .. aiyo .. pray hard 4 all illness 2 be gone .. serious not a gd time 2 fall sick now .. when examz is juz ard the corner .. aiyo ... n HE is also sick .. muz pray 4 HIM also ..

2dae arhz .. my clique like disturbin mi n HIM .. in canteen all the way 2 the centrestage .. so paiseh can .. all lookin at mi when i am writin his bdae card ..
but 2 bad la .. didnt write aniting much .. haha , HE so cute lorz .. the look on his face when my clique threaten 2 song bdae song 4 him in the canteen ..
n in the centerstage dey guyi save a seat 4 him beside mi .. n right in the middle of the row .. haha n vaney arhz .. u owe mi yr head ! haha , nvm u get well 1st den gif mi yr head .. wahaha .. i am also surprised tat he realli come in all the way 2 sit beside mi .. alot ppl saw lorz ..
aiyo .. guess more n more ppl noe abt mi n HIM le .. after all the disturbin ...

hmm ... went home early 2dae 2 .. coz i pon GP .. opps .. haha , coz i 4got 2 bring the book so go also no use .. haha .. n super tired 2 .. coz slpt late last nite , 2 happi cant slp arhz .. but 2dae in sch i nv slp leh .. realli pay attention all the way ...

c .. studyin leh .. payin attention .. haha

n 2dae princpal tok so 'motivating' showed us a video clip abt how fast the world is movin 2dae .. n half of wat we studied will be outdated by the time we leave the sch ... n sch is actually tryin 2 prepare us 4 jobs tat dun exist yet ..
but glad 2 noe tat i am in the tok , bcoz i am in the top 20-40% in the entire cohort ... woohoo .. n serious i did not realli study 4 the mid-yrs .. was workin tat time .. so can consider quite an achievement 4 mi .. but i noe wif tis kind of results , gettin into a uni , is realli mission impossible ..
so realli got 2 put in alot of serious efforts from now on .. onli 9 weeks 2 A's .. chiong all the way le ..
realli muz put all other stuffs away le .. includin HIM .. shall not tink 2 much le .. aniway wat rightfully yours , will be yours at the end of the dae no matter wat ... n 4 HIM .. studies also his top priority 4 now ...

kk .. back 2 hit the books le .. 3 hours down .. 17 more 2 go !
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2dae woke up veri early at 7+ 2 go my mum shop help out ..
so tired .. slp veri late last nite ...
after tat chiong home n rush down 2 yishun stadium 2 support my partner Sje Ting 4 her taekwondo compy .. congrats ! u did great ! u r so cool can .. haha
n saw quite a few ppl dere Veron , Roonie .. congrats 2 both of dem 2 ..
n i saw my primary sch frenz Tay chong hao .. haha , he left a deep impression in mi durin my primary sch daes .. haha , he is some1 i always bully in sch ..
so shocked 2 c him .. he slimmed down so much le ..
at 1st when i saw him i was like tinkin ' hey , tis guy looks realli familar '
n i keep starin at him , n he noticed mi 2 .. haha .. den he walked 2 mi n asked ' r u Stacy ' haha
realli veri shockin tat we still rmb each other despite so mani yrs had passed .. n 4 all tis yrs we did not contact each other .. n we still rmb each other BY NAME !
quite a miracle 4 some1 so forgetful like mi .. n we rmb each other by the same way .. coz i used 2 bully him like alot , n he rmb mi as the gal who used 2 bully him .. hahahaha
lucky 4 mi , durin the primary daes when i bully him .. he did not learn taekwondo yet .. or else i will be dead by now le .. he is a taekwondo coach .. wa ..
haha , so happi 2 c him again after all tis yrs ..
so we tok n tok n tok 4 quite a long time ..

n i finally got 2 eat KFC !!
thanks God 4 the great dae !!!
off 2 slp le .. super tired .. ZZZzzzzz
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stayed at home so whole dae ... missed 2dae svc .. haiz~
decide 2 clean up my messy room .. haha
watched campus superstarz juz now ..
congrats KEELY !! 4 being crowned the gal champ ..Keely is realli pretty !!

but sad la .. shawn won the overall champ .. haiz~ a 13 yr old superstarz ?
but .. nvm .. not my problem .. haha
the duet keely sang wif pervious male champ ..
juz remind mi of my wonderful memories wif HIM .. tat special dae , tat special song ..
haha .. sets mi tinkin abt HIM again .. n 2molo is HIS bdae !

n remind mi of someting ..
ytd vaney told mi she overheard some ppl gossipin abt mi in sch .. say i am always wif tis guy .. haha , muz be HIM le la .. who elses .. hmm .. didnt noe tat ppl notice mi so much in sch .. haha .. hey , being on the topic of gossip may not be a bad ting .. at least i noe tat i am not tat invisible in sch .. haha .. but .. feels abit like i am being stalked now n den .. haha .. didnt noe tat MI haf dey own paparazzi .. wahahah ..
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guess i juz need an outlet 2 vent my pented up frustration n unused energy ..
n so qiao CG is hafin a study grp at east coast ..
haha , so i go cycling alone lorz .. coz still no mood 2 study
enjoyin the breeze againt mi .. as i cycle along .. so relaxin ..
here r some pic i took durin the cycle






nice scenery horz ..


at bedok jetty


some ppl learnin sailin .. n yq called mi ask mi go back study ..
haiz~ end of my cyclin ..


so cool .. at the cable water ski park .. gonna try it somedae ...


soon after i took tis .. i injured my toe .. coz i 2 'smart' tryin 2 brake the bike usin my feet .. n end up wif a bleedin toe ..
at 1st i tot i was nthin , coz i dun feel ani pain ..
n i saw my whole toe was covered in blood !
oh no .. n i am alone n so far frm the rest ..
so i tried 2 stop the bleedin myself 1st .. but it didnt work seems tat the wound is too big le .. n my hand is like covered in blood .. so rushed myself 2 the nearest toilet .. n started 2 clean my wound n try 2 stop the bleedin again .. n prayin .. all alone the toilet which seems 2 be unused 4 a veri long time ...
n funni ting is despite bleedin so much ... my toe didnt realli hurt ..
so managed 2 cycle back all the way .. wif the still bleedin toe ..
n when the rest saw my toe dey r like so worried ..
carol help mi take ice 2 help stop the bleedin .. thankz !

took a small walk along the beach wif mummy n ah ney .. n saw a funni ting

how come got a funni blue patch in the sky .. seems like part of our uniform .. haha

haha , n yeah my partner called .. she reach liao .. wif my bubble tea .. thankz georgina aka auntie .. haha

slack awhile n off 2 cg ..

decided 2 tell my dad the fact tat i am at a cg so didnt pick up his calls ..
haiz~ he dun believe n insisted tat i went 2 find my bf ..
where 2 find a bf , when i dun haf 1 2 start wif .. haiz~ tellin u the truth but u dun believe .. wat can i do ..
nvm .. later found out tat my dad is under alot of stress , due 2 my grandma problems ...
haiz~ pray 4 every problem 2be gone ...
haiz~ unable 2 go 4 service 2dae , coz my dad asked mi 2 stay at home ..
nvm lorz .. stay at home n study .. since i haf not hit 20 study hrs yet ..
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actually supposed 2 stay in sch 4 nite study 2dae de ..
but sch ends at 1.30 ..so decided 2 go home n sleep 1st ... dun y so tired tis few daes .. n also dun haf the mood 2 go sch .. if not 4 meilin , vaney n HIM .. i most likely wun be in sch most of the time .. so borin .. n finds no point goin 2 sch ..
self-study most of the time n also the teacher r not in sch .. wat a waste of time wakin up early n the 1 hr journey 2 sch ..

borin sch .. not 2 mention the same old canteen food everydae .. n 2dae got a new rule .. we r not allowed 2 eat MAC in sch .. realli wat rule is tat , restricting wat i am eating in sch ? wat kind of rule ..
so i decided 2 gif myself a treat .. white choco donut ..


meilin got herself someting also ... haha

realli borin life .. still hafin sore throat 4 2 weeks le .. n i haf finished the whole bottle of medi n still not ok .. haiz~
so everydae eatin borin food n no KFC 4 mi yet .. haiz~

feel uncomfortable wif everyting still unplanned 4 HIS bdae , dunno where 2 go , n when 2 celebrate n even his present still haven buy yet ... haiz~ hate the feelin of leavin everyting unplanned n also when someting suddenly disrupts my plans ..
seems like i cant change tat habit of mines yet ...

feel abit out of odds 2dae .. maybe is bcoz of u ..
not yet <3 its juz a crush ...
when will i noe when the right 1 4 mi had appeared ..
y u r always like tat ..
nthin is cfm ..
wat shld i do ?
argh !! so fan !! i go play audi ..
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2dae vaney nv come sch , coz of her headaches .. poor ting ..
in sch so sianz .. was sleepin half the time ... coz no lessons .. all self-study period .. aiyo .. actually decided not 2 go sch on wed le .. waste time lorz .. self-study onli .. i stay at home self study better .. haha

got econz consultation 2dae .. so glad tat i requested 2 change class .. the teacher is like WOW .. super gd la .. n super effective ..

den stayed on 4 nite study .. haiz~ so sad lorz ... all actually say will stay de .. but in the end .. onli yq stayed .. but half-way he gtg 4 his dental appointment ..
so happi HE suddenly decides 2 come 4 nite study .. he areadi left sch le .. n HE came back .. n HE pei mi all the way till the library close .. den HE keep askin mi if i am realli goin 2 stay 4 nite study alone ..
den i decided 2 go home n not stay 4 nite study le .. coz i am hungry n can c tat he bu fang xin tat i stay 4 nite study alone .. so sweet of him 2 pei mi wait 4 the bus ..

sometings is the little tings tat counts ... thankz GOD 4 blessin mi ..

4 more daes 2 HIS big dae

study hours 10 down , 10 more 2 go ...

(ppl r watchin )
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the scene when Ben got "delivered" or " healed"
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juz watched license 2 wed .. quite a gd show .. wif a slight dose of religion humour in it .. so funni .. if i am watchin it wif meilin n vaney .. we sure laugh like mad .. haha ..

hmm .. overall its abt how 2 maintain a r/s .. ya .. i agree .. communication , trust in each other .. n most impt understand each other .. n givin in 2 each other ... the same few factors .. cliche it may seems .. but it is also hard 2 get 2 it ..

nice dae in sch 2dae ... sure, wif all the company .. n HIM .. haha .. n yea .. some ppl juz <3 2 tok .. but its ok .. dun bother mi much .. i haf got nothin 2 hide aniway ...

countdown 2 HIS big dae .. 5 more daes .. n i still dunno wat 2 get 4 him ...

study hours 6 down 14 hours 2 go .. =>
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hmm ... 2dae juz like ani normal mondae in sch ...
2dae some1 pon sch horz .. haha , pattern again .. come all the way 2 bukit batok den dun wan go sch .. n 2dae i also blur arhz .. tot 2dae is my principal tok dae .. so reach sch by 8a.m den found out not 2dae .. haha den go back 2 eat my breakfast .. den so back sch again .. haha

n 2dae my dad found out i am a christian le .. haha , coz he saw my bible .. haha , so bo pian admit lorz .. haha .. den he keep disturbin mi abt it .. n say wan come church wif mi .. haha , i am more den happi if he realli comes wif mi arhz ..

haha .. back 2 hit the books le .. muz reach 20 hours tis week ... n i dun wan 2 be sick animore le ..

( yr smile on yr face juz makes my dae ) .. =>
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wah .. 2dae sevice power leh .. the whole expo hall was fully packed !!
2dae service is by Dr. joyce meyer .. powerful woman .. 60+ le still can jump over the gate .. wa .. wanna share some stuff i learnt 2dae
-be NOW ppl
-2 noe who we r
-enjoy everydae 2 the fullest
-dun wait 4 miracles , grab them !

now i am realli on fire .. so passionate abt my dream .. no matter wat setback i encounter , i am goin 2 fufill my dream .. i noe it is not gonna be easy .. coz it is not the normal route tat most ppl take .. but yea , as Dr joyce meyer said <>
n yea .. i am not the another normal gal tat u c on the streets ... a great destiny is waitin 4 mi !

n another ting tat Dr. joyce meyer had shared wif us [No matter wat u r 10% wun like u ]
so wat 4 care abt the 10% , juz be concern abt the 90% who enjoy u .. dun try 2 please every1 , coz tat will never happen ..

n 2dae after the service our dearest cgl Darryl suddenly say 2 us , "hmm .. seems tat u 2 haf tat special some1 in mind , but dun be distracted frm studies arhz" haha , yea darryl i noe wat u tryin 2 say ..
haha , n i noe currectly A's is my main concern .. fang xin .. studies is the 1st on my list now .. haha .. n i will let u noe everyting de .. =>

thankz GoD 4 the great dae 2dae ! hahahahahaha , blessed wif a ride home by vaney's dad
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juz back frm CG .. great CG 2dae ! n thankz GOD tat we r not late .. hahaha ...
n thankz Chloe angel 4 blessin mi all along .. haha ...
abit sad tat the angel mortal ting ended le .. but nvm .. can continue blessin ppl by the new system ..

haha .. n so great 2 be back in sch 2dae ! seems like ages tat i been in sch ... so mani ppl tell mi the same ting " hey u r finally back le , r u better ? " includin HIM .. haha .. yeah .. i noe u all miss mi .. haha , n horz 2dae in class i caught some1 sleepin leh .. haha got the foto leh .. nvm , give u 1 chance arhz , i dun post it now .. haha 1 more time i post le horz .. haha ...

2dae CCA foto takin dae .. n we all so drop ny 2 c how the wushu trainin goin .. haha , not bad , quite unexpected .. c quite a few new faces .. haha , wushu team got hope le .. n while waitin 4 our foto takin we went 2 the ROC corner .. n play connect-4 .. n horz , vaney disturb mi n him .. so ming xian la .. u r tokin abt him .. n ya .. u gif mi the face , when HE asked goin home le arhz ?
so funni lorz .. haha ..

n thankz GOD 4 blessin mi 4 the ride home by my dad .. haha lookin 4ward 2 service 2molo =>
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yeah .. my long awaited back 2 sch 2molo !! thankz God 4 blessin .. my fever finally gone le ... left my sore throat .. haiz~ still cant eat KFC ...

oh no .. lookin at my mountain of sch work .. how am i goin 2 finish it .. aiyo ... nvm ba .. slowly do .. bo pian .. haha

ppl in sch miss mi alot ba, horz ? haha .. i from national dae , holidae till now .. everydae slp n slack at home .. watch tv .. haha .. realli ROC .. haha .. yeah 2molo back in sch le ...

hmm .. tink tis week immpossible 4 mi 2 reach 20 study hours le .. i now still 0hours leh .. haha

nvm ! next week Stacy goin 2 reach 20 study hours ! yeah .. wats so hard abt tat ? i haf overcome stuff harder den tis .. 20 hours onli .. nthin de la .. haha

2dae , finally back 2 normal le .. haha , shopped at sandy's webby order $40+ worth of clothes ..

haha ...

lookin 4ward 2 sch 2molo(short dae) ... haha cya all ! n 2molo also CG dae ! happi happi ! => wat a nice way 2 'celebrate' my recovery ... Thankz so much GOD ! amen ..
Blogged @ 8:56 PM
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back 2 the doc again .. coz my fever have not gone down .. n my sore throat getting worse .. losin my voice anitime ... last nite so xin ku lorz .. haiz~ so did not study wif meilin 2dae , coz i went 2 c doc ..
at the clinic got super pissed wif tis auntie .. keep naggin coz she is the 5th 1 when she shld be 4th .. wth .. wats wrong wif waitin after 1 more person .. she looks perfectly fine 2 mi .. n dun tink she is unwell since she can still nag so much n quarrel wif the nurse ( it is aready the 4th person turn wif the doc ) she nag till it is her turn .. almost turned n ask her 2 shut up and stop addin 2 my terrible headache ...
n ya got 2 more daes if MC , not mentioning an additional few packs of medi .. haiz~ when will i be ok ... realli hate the feelin of being sick .. eatin porriage 4 the past few daes , so sick of it le can .. haiz~ cravin 4 KFC xia ... but i noe not now ... now even i drink water also pain arhz .. how 2 eat kfc ..
my dear mummy , came up 2 my house 2 pass mi the answer 2 one my a/c resourse package ..
thankz so much .. i am juz 2 drowsy due the medi i took ..

i realli wan 2 go back 2 sch .. so so borin at home .. my 3rd dae at home le .. n still no msg frm HIM yet .. haiz~ 4get i let it be le .. wun bother 2 msg him also .. cannot be i go msg him "yoz , i am sick leh .. y u nv msg mi ? " rite ? guess he is back 2 doin his cha-cha again .. haiz~ concentrate on my A's 1st ba ... i leave the rest 2 GOD ... healin plz ... amen ..

juz after tis post .. HE finally asked mi how am i le .. on msn " yoz , heard tat u veri sick arhz "
always like tat , HE always seems 2 noe tat i am "scoldin' him ... after i 'scold' him .. he will sure do someting like as if he heard mi scoldin him ... Haiz~ i will still leave it 2 GOD ... blessin 2 those 2 need it ... amen ...
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woohoo ... finally change blogskin le .. n new tagboard , links ..
all thankz 2 LESTER ... thankz so much !!
ma fan u le .. =>

so borin .. whole dae at home .. slp n slp .. feelin much better le .. but still no energy , n coughin like mad ...
haha , 2molo not goin sch also .. time 2 catch up on my sch work .. n 2molo my dearest mummy comin 2 teach mi , or rather pei mi study .. haha

hope 2molo i will recover fully le ... den i can concentrate on studies ... no more headaches n dizzy-ness ... God bless mi ...
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haiz~ i am realli sick le .. runnin high fever , sore throat n headache .. all at 1 time ...
drained .. terrible feelin ... no wei kou 2 eat ...
haiz~ juz back from the doc ... didnt now tat i am runnin a fever till the doc took my temperture .. wa .. 38 degrees ... n i didnt feel aniting ..
wa given a 2 dae MC .. haiz~ i didnt wan 2 miss sch leh ...
esp mon n tues .. wed-fri miss nvm .. hope my fever will be gone by wed , if not i need 2 go 4 blood test le .. DUN WAN ! pain leh .. the bad experience last time still haunts mi ..

haiz~ n HE nv msg mi at all leh .. disappointed xia ...
GOD plz heal mi , n let mi noe who is my right 1 ...

thankz 2 all who pray 4 mi , n concern 4 mi .. =>
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haiz~
realli hate being sick ..
feelin weak , no energy 2 do aniting .. on the bed 4 the whole time ...
wan 2 get well by 2molo .. i wan go sch ! haha , coz i am fallin back on my studies le .. n 2 c HIM ..
haha ... prayin hard 4 healin ...
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i dunno wat i can do 2 help .. somehow feels gulity .. somehow i am responsible 4 it .. sry .. u said tat u nv blame mi .. haiz~ i noe how it feels , coz if 1 dae i was 2 c another gal by yr side .. i am sure 2 be affected ... even though i haf HIM on my mind le ... tink is coz we r 2gether 4 so long n been through so much 2gether ... but sadly we r driftin apart as we move on in life ... havin diff tinkin n goals in life n way of living ... so i had decided 2 let go ... after alot of tinkin ..

i realli hope tat u wun revert back 2 yr old lifestyle ...
rmb all the effort u yrself had put in 2 change it ?
n how much i done ?
plz dun let all tis go down the drain ...
it is realli 4 yr own gd ...

thankz 4 being dere 4 mi whenever i need a listenin ear , 4 the happi moments 2gether ..
w/o i will not be who i am 2dae ...
hope tat u will be able 2 find yr goals in life .. will be praying 4 u ...
n if u need some1 2 tok 2 ... i am juz a call away .. GoD bless u ...
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driftin awhile away from studies ..
haiz~ dunno y it seems hard 2 concentrate 4 long when studyin ..
hmm.. actually 2dae HE asked if wanna go study 2gther de .. but i did not go partly coz quite far away n also coz i am tired wanna 2 catch a nap , coz early mornin went 2 my mum's shop 2 help out ..

deres is also someting botherin mi .. my bro dunno y , realli 24/7 playin maple , mornin wake up , 1st ting maple , b4 slp he will also play .. basically will play if he haf the chance .. n also even when he is not playin , he will tok 2 him frenz abt Maple again .. realli got so fun meh ? ...
toked my mum abt tis , i wanna so much 2 bring him 2 church .. but nah .. not now , my parents still dunno tat i am areadi a christian .. planned 2 tell dem after i had acheive gd perlims results ... GOD plz help mi .. wat shld i do abt my bro ??
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haha , here i am blogin while the rest goin 4 a make-up cell at MJ house ..
hmm .. maybe in the future i will consider goin 4 MJ cell since it is at amk , den i no need 2 everytime take cab home le ... can save $ le .. haha

dunno y 2dae b4 the movie i keep havin tis edgy feelin ..
n everytime i haf tis feelin sure will meet ppl de ...
but no , not 2dae ... haha , coz whoever saw us 2dae will haf a BIG news in hand ...
true enough , we meet some1 who noe .. but heng arhz , tis person wun go spread the news de
haha, so we r safe 4 the time being ...
triple date leh 2dae ... haha , but onli 1 couple is official .. the other 2 not counted ( hopefully yet)
n 4 the movie , its great , as i say" it not wat u watchin tats matters , wat matters is who u r watchin wif" but SECRET turn out 2 be quite nice , the storyline not bad la , not like those standard romance storyline ... haha , but half-way i got confused .. but HE explained 2 mi , so gd till tat i was wonderin if he help in directing the movie ... haha , after tat den realise tat he had read the review .. no wonder la ...

after the movie we went 2 eat pasta .. n was laughin like mad bcoz of 1 min hokkien mee
" tink i small kid arhz , wan 2 bluff mi " nv noe tat HE can be so lame de ... coz of his cool image in sch ... vaney was shocked by HIM 4 his unexpected lammin ...
den dey go arcade play 1st , coz as usual i slow eater la ...
on the way 2 go find dem , was tellin vaney tat if mi n HIM realli 2gther le .. it realli will be great lorz .. realli xinfu leh .. coz rarely got best frenz n best frenz de ... 1 in a million arhz .. den sure mostly double date le ... prayin hard tat it will come true ..
but at the same time dun wan 2 rush tings ... so did not ask 4 HIM 2 send mi home coz i got ppl pei ma , n is it also veri far 4 HIM ... no much advancement from HIM 2dae .. but kinda expected le .. coz 2 mani ppl de .. HE shy .. haha .. as usual HIS signature action quite a few times 2dae .. tats enough le .. contented , happi .. n if 1 dae HE did not do tat means someting not right le , like tat time ... haha , but he did someting 2dae , when no1 was lookin , but shall not mention is here *SECRET* haha .. =>

Holidae mood over ... muz start studyin le ... no more slackin !!!
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HAPPI NATIONAL DAE !!!

2dae when i was eating wif meilin KFC i was SUPER HIGH , coz of HIM ... juz 4 someting simple he said ... lookin 4ward 2 2molo's date ... happi happi =>

Amazin race was tirin but fun !! congrats 2 yiquan grp .. free movie pass leh
at 1st abit disappointed , coz leoric n mingyi not joinin us ... but it turns out well in the end ..
goin 2 upload the picz soon ... at 1st quite sianz , coz seperated from vaney n mummy(meilin) ...
but nvm PEACEMAKERS ROCKZ !!! yeah ... wif Boon Teck(leader) , Mingwei , Siying , xinyi , Rachel n Lester ... lucky leoric n mingyi never come arhz , the whole time durin the game we are runnin here n dere frm douby ghuat ---> Raffles place---> east coast .. haha dey sure dun wan 2 run de ...

At the endin point we had a combined CG at a function room .. den i realise W372 is realli big .. haha , we took up half the space in the function room ... haha .. after cg some W372-ers goin 2 watch fireworks .. haiz~ wanted 2 go watch leh .. fireworks leh(fav) .. but 2 bad i got 2 go home , coz 2molo still goin out , if not my parents goin 2 nag again le , coz i keep goin out .. haha

Yeah 2molo movie "special" outing .. <>

Prayin 4 a good outing 2molo ! God Bless .. =>

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welcome 2 blogosphere !!!

haha , my veri veri 1st entry ...

hmm... now heres my blog ..

used 2 be veri against the idea of bloggin , coz it shld be an online diary ..

n my idea of diary is personal tots tat r private 2 u .. thus by postin it online , it realli contradicts the concept of diary (4 mi)

n , i am quite an introvert .. so sharin my tots online is so not MI .. coz u nv noe who may chance upon it ..

but now i realise the need 2 share my tots n idea wif ppl (esp. those who cared 4 mi )





now my 1st post .. ..





juz got back home frm my sch national daes celebration ...

super borin lorz , missed the celebration in bartley .. it is so much more fun , high n happening ..

but lucky 4 the happenin grp tat i am in ... it is so much better .. as vaney say we will be veri high or super low( all slp) haha..

hmm ... 2dae HE finally start movin le , not movin alot since my bdae ... but nvm i will keep waitin .. gd stuffs r worth waitin 4 yeah ! n meanwhile i will get ready n prepare myself (esp 2 change the ... of mines ) will slow down 4 once juz 4 him ...

n i am now lookin so so 4ward 2 2molo FUNDAE ... n realli hope n prayin hard tat MingYi n Leoric will come n join us ... hope my prayers will be answered !!
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