tings r not workin out ...
i am so tired n drained ...
maybe i shld not care so much animore ...
stacy is goin back 2 her old lifestyle ...
i am sorri ...
maybe i will not blog le ...
no point ...
bye ...
Blogged @ 9:55 AM
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goin 2 work at shaw isetan in a moment time ...
hope i can tahan standin the whole dae ...
n wun meet funni n odd odd people at work 2dae ..
ytd sje ting was tellin mi abt her work ytd ..
haha ...

2dae my cliche sure veri sian in sch de ..
coz mi n vaney nv go .. haha
Muz miss us k ?
hope i will get gd news abt my results later ...

n THANKZ Isaac 4 helpin mi 2 add ARCHIVES in my blog !
Blogged @ 9:38 AM
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2dae got back the results 4 econz essay n mcq ..
essay onli got 18/75 ... so ... n i did study 4 it lorz ..
haiz~
mcq better 18/30 .. managed 2 be 1 of the 13 passer in class ...
smart horz .. haha , both papers got 18 regardless of the total marks ..

but i am realli disappointed by my essay results ...
realli kns lorz .. haiz~ wat kind of results is 18marks ... ppl nv realli study get 17 le ..

was so so depressed k .. wan 2 cry .. coz my efforts tat i put in all down the drain ..

lucky HE come 2look 4 mi once it is break time .. n comfort mi n stuffs .. if not 4 HIM i sure cry liao ... MY thankz so much .. i noe u r sad abt yr chemisty results 2 .. but despite tat u still came n comfort mi ... n ignorin all the stares frm kpo ppl ... yr encourgment n assurin pat on my head is all i need .. makes mi <3 u even more ..

also wan 2 thankz God 4 sendin mi 3 more angels 2 comfort mi ... Sje Ting , vincent n dum dum ...

Vincent suddenly msg mi 2dae .. so suay arhz .. so long nv msg mi , msg 1st ting i keep ranting on n on abt my results... n he is like tryin his best 2 offer the best advice he can gif .. den try his best 2 cheer mi up n takin my mind off my lousy results ..

Dum Dum .. so gd .. come all the way 2 amk n pei mi eat ice-cream .. haha ..
but strange combi at NeBo 2dae ... mi , meilin n Dum Dum ...
coz i dunno meilin will pei mi go eat ma .. coz when she noe the results liao .. she start 2 dun tok liao ... den i dun dare 2 ask her .. so i asked Dum Dum pei mi lorz ... den after sch (we left sch early) she say she also go eat ...
but i nv tell her Dum Dum will be dere .. or else she sure wun come de .. haha .. coz Dum Dum sure will suan her abt some tings .. horz ? haha .. true enough he did .. ML was so ps la .. her face is turnin so red le .. funni horz ? how come Dum Dum noe wat u tinkin .. haha ..

den at NeBo deres is tis grp of poly ppl doin deir project ...
after undergone the tirin process of doin PW i agreed 2 be interviewed by dem ..
n so qiao .. 1 of the ppl dere is Dum Dum frenz .. he is askin Dum Dum , how come he is here .. he so "smart" la .. straight away point at mi .. aiyo .. die liao lorz .. dey sure get the wrong idea le ..
tis grp of ploy ppl so scary lorz .. didnt noe tat dey r like takin note of us(mi n Ml) frm the time we entered NeBo as part of their project ... but still scary leh .. like stalker .. haha

den start of their interview .. was shocked by 1 of the question dey asked mi .. " we noticed tat u took a long time 2 order yr food , y ? "
so i juz answered " i was waitin 4 my frenz" ( dum dum late coz he was buyin car parkin coupon )
den she say " ok .. so u r waitin 4 yr BOYFRENZ , not cannot decide on wat 2 eat huh ? "
i was like WAT ? NOT MY BOYFRENZ ! haha ... n ML was laughin away .. tink Dum dum nv hear ba .. haha

n 4 the rest of the time @ NeBo was laughin away ..coz of Ml n Dumdum ...
n after all the laughin realli feels better le .. thankz so much Dum Dum ...
maybe also coz my econz haven fail yet ... still got abit of hope .. if do well in DrQ n case study ... so temporary i am still ok ba ..
lets c how on fri ba .. tats when i will noe all my results le ..
peeps keep us in prayers k ? thankz ...
may God blessin be upon us ...
Blogged @ 6:17 PM
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slacked almost the whole dae 2dae ...
still dun haf the mood 2 study ...
maybe due the suspense of my results ...
realli veri worried abt tat ...
i had realli studied tis time round ...

so w/o knowin my results ...
i dunno where i stand n how much i needed 2 be done 2 achieve my goals ..
but part of mi also dun wan 2 noe the results ..
coz heard news frm teachers tat tis time round all did badly ...
but the fact remains tat , prelims r meant 2 "kill" students ..
so dey will "wake up " n chiong all the way 4 'A' ..
so no way i am goin 2 be demoralise by my results ...
as HE had told mi " u will not be the onli 1 failin , juz noe where u stand ... if u noe tat u had done yr best , den can le ... "

some random pix send by Dum dum in his attempt 2 make mi smile .. enjoy ..hope dey will make u smile 2 =>


back 2 study le ...
prayin 4 gd results 2molo ...
Blogged @ 9:27 PM
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juz now went 2 meet Dum Dum ... return him the dvd b4 i lost it ... i nearly did .. spend sometime lookin 4 the cover ... haha .. i always cant rmb when i put my stuffs .. partly coz i juz anihow throw most of the time ...

pei him go buy stuffs n den go eat ..
was cravin 4 waffle ice-cream at NeBo ...
but sad-ed it is not opened yet ...
Dum dum also say mi ... so early , haven eat breakfast n i wan go eat ice-cream 4 lunch ... later got stomach ache arhz ..
haha , so i tink it is fated de ba ... NeBo not opened when it is aready 12 le ...
den go eat bbq beef at the food court in amk hub ..

he was tokin 2 mi abt the china trip n stuffs .. but dunno y i was not tat interested animore ... n somehow dun feel like goin liao .. sianz~
but he is some1 u can tok 2 who u r feelin down ... sure can cheer u up de ..
wif all his funni stories ...

den go home ... haiz~ tinkin of MY ... muz study liao ... haha .. slack 2 long liao


Blogged @ 2:23 PM
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haiz~ actually wanna post my bluey pic here de ...
somehow cant save the pix ..

now nv play facebk liao ..
gettin kinda borin after sometime ...

i no mood 2 study arhz ... so blog again ...
haiz~ on my mind is onli HIM ...
all the time ... ever since i am back ...
i noe i shld not be tinkin of tis , when A's is juz ard the corner ...
but i juz cant help it ...
shld i shld i not ?
maybe i nv will... juz dun haf the courage 2 do so ...
it seems like an endless wait ...
hafin a funni feelin within mi ..
OMG ! the special song again ... haiz~
God r u tryin 2 tell mi someting ?
wat shld i do ?
it is the time 4 mi 2 make a move ?
i dun wan 2 regret !
Blogged @ 9:17 PM
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2dae is my dad bdae .. n i 4got abt it ...
lucky my mum remind mi .. haha
later goin out 2 haf dinner ...

juz back home frm sch ...
so so tired .. haha
we both r late 2dae ... coz tired ma .. n sch juz so far away ..
haha , but i arrived later den HIM .. he stay nearer ma ...
n ya .. 2dae onli us ...
but so qiao ... saw ah long in the library ... so nvm study 2gether lorz ...
he is so shocked when he saw mi ... coz he nv expect tat HE will ask mi 2 study wif HIM onli alone ...
when he realised tat he keep laughin ... make mi n HIM so ps leh ...
n i realli got study leh ... haha , clocked 2 hr liao ...

den when it is gettin colder in the library (p.s my sch den air-con free de )
haha , den we go play bball ... along wif EC n james .. zh frenz .. nvm ba .. guess zh also noe abt mi n HIM le .. EC cfm will tell him de... but nvm ... tell lorz .. it is alreadi over between us .. n i had alreadi got over zh le ...
ya ... HE is so sweet 2wards mi now ... behavin juz like we r 2gther le .. ( i am currently still single but not available =)

after bball we go eat .. juz the 2 of us ! den go home ... i am so so tired .. coz of the veri hot weather ...


u haf got mi addicted 2 u ! <3-ing every min spent wif u ...



fotos update !

mi n my partner ! SJE TING !

4ever frenz ... mi n vaney


Blogged @ 5:35 PM
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woke up early 2dae , 2 go help out at my mum shop ..
haha ... n took push pop back ...
my mum laugh at mi .. say so old liao still eat push pop ... my frenz also got eat ma .. haha , horz ? on the push pop also dun haf age limit onli not 4 children 3 n below .. so dun care liao ... haha, i enjoy being a kid !

2molo markin dae ..
so no need go sch .. wahahaha
but horz , i goin back sch 2 study leh ... so hardworkin horz .. haha
actually partly coz HE ask mi ytd 2 go study 2gther .. but i realli will study de ..
dunno y .. wif him .. i can concentrate better .. haha
at 1st plan 2 go enjoy de .. maybe go sentosa wif partner ..
haha , but i tink God feels tat , my holidae time over liao ..
time 4 mi 2 study liao ..
n God veri smart leh ... noes the way 2 make mi study ..
haha ...

HE is finally makin his moves liao .. after so long ..
so happi ... hmm ... tinkin of whether i shld say wat on my mind ..
coz i dun wan 2 regret ... n ya .. i heard the special song on the radio while i am in my mum shop ... sweet memories ...


let create more special memories 2gether ... waitin 4 u ... <3 MY
Blogged @ 8:56 PM
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haha .. so happi .. juz now AMK HUB got fireworks ! so nice can ...
imagine watchin fireworks at yr house de corridor .. so nice lorz ...
haha
nv expect tat 1 dae amk will haf fireworks ...
mi enjoyin the firworks ..

haiz~ whole dae frm .. been sneezin n coughin ... nv realli recover since tat time .. God plz bless mi wif heelin ! amen

is it juz U ... MY ... thankz 4 yr encouragments n listenin 2 mi rattlin off abt my unecertainties n ..
Blogged @ 9:30 PM
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mixed feelin inside mi ...
ytd shld be a fun n happi dae 4 mi ...
but tings juz happen along the way n take away all tat ... leavin mi moodless n disappointed ...

start out wif a super borin dae in sch ...
den haiZ~ nvm ... i also dunno wat 2 do .. n at loss 4 words ...
nvm .. juz hope u will be able 2 get over it fast .. no point dwellin on it .. i realli wun help not even abit aniway .. i noe it is hard .. but RMB deres always some1 willing n able 2 help .. but 1st u dun lock yrself up ... u r nv alone ! we r all in tis 2gther ...
but who noes .. i also may be like u next week ...

den mi n vaney go change .. get ready 4 the HCI ...


1 time i am wearin formal wear ..haha

a smile is always thousands times better ..





den at HCI .. due 2 some miscommunication .. i did not get 2 go up the stage 2 collect the award .. but actually if i wan .. i can request 4 it de .. coz rare chance leh .. most likely wun get tis kind of chance again .. but somehow some voice inside mi , asked mi 2 gif up the chance .. so ya .. i gif up lorz ..
but it is ok la ... glad tat i am dere at least ..the guest-of-honor C Kanalan delivered a veri inspirin speech ... alongside wif his great sense of humour ...
i found it realli relevant 2 my life .. esp now .. Alevels .. it is realli not a route 4 the weak minded ... realli hard 2 OVERCOME ALL ODDS 2 c the light at the end of the super long tunnel ... a summumry of wat he had said
we will face all forms of ODD in diff colours n sizes ..
tat we will need 2 overcome ..
will the help of Genes , Talents , Hardwork , Family n Frenz , n Teachers n Coaches ...
all tis r realli so true .. w/o ani1 of those listed above .. we will sure encounter great difficulty ..

den after the entire HCI tingy , mi n vaney den rush down 4 CG .. thankz so much ML 4 helpin us 2 pay 4 the cab fare 1st ...
suppose 2 play n celebrate de .. but no mood la .. so did not join in the games ...
den after CG .. cabbed home(lend $ frm darryl ) , so broke nowdaes .. dunno where my $ goes .. or is coz i am spendin 2 much ..

reach home kanna scoldin ..sianz~ coz hp low batt den my parents cant contact mi ...

den finally my mood got lifted up .. i received a msg frm HIM .. realli a blessin .. juz a random msg ... but somehow managed 2 cheer mi up ...
den tok 2 my partner SJE TING .. thankz 4 the long chat ... laughin so hard at the silly tings we do last time .. thankz partner ! faster upload the fotos we took 2gether !

live everydae 2 the fullest , dun leave ani room 4 regrets !
Blogged @ 1:02 PM
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haha .. finally home after the madness search 4 shoe 2 wear 4 2molo's zone colours award ...
i found tis
my size de .. n it is onli $6 ... haha .. God bless arhz ..
coz 2 find shoe of my size is realli super hard .. size 3 leh .. whose feet will be of tis size ... so ya .. i cant find ani1 2 borrow from ... even the shoe tat vaney lend mi also 2 big liao ..
so last resort .. bo pian .. go buy lorz .. so happi lorz .. got my size n so cheap ..

2dae wake up .. gamin all the way .. but got study abit ...
den go 4 facial n hair-cut ...
n durin the facial i pray hard tat my stomach will not growl .. or else veri ps le .. haha , n realli nv leh .. heng arhz ...

n horz .. 2dae mi , ML n ney all nv go sch ! haha , at 1st is onli i plan not 2 go de .. in the end all nv go .. wahaha .. cannot say mi liao ..
but 2molo sure muz go liao .. gettin GP paper back .. [prayin hard 4 a gd pass]
yeah ! lookin so 4ward 2 2molo ! HCI n mid-autumn celebration at ECP ! wif w372 !
Blogged @ 8:34 PM
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yeah ! prelims over liao ...
finally can relax abit liao ..
but 2dae paper is like so hard lorz ...
n haha , so happi my prayers was answered ...
i was not selected 4 the MOE interview .. so happi leh .. haha so i can dun need ..... er .. better dun say here ...
haha 2molo can relax liao .. haiz~ but still muz make sure hit study hours ..
juz after examz still haf 2 study .. sianz~

after paper go town walk walk .. go eat all the foods tat i am cravin 4 so long .. n did abit of shoppin ..
Meilin was laughin so hard coz of tis paper bag .. wan noe y go ask her .. haha

saw tis in taka .. so cool can .. juz fill in the blanks ..

super big bottle ! juz wan i need on a hot dae like 2dae ... =>

den meet up wif ney .. go somewhere do someting n get tis ...

after continue walk walk n meet wif ahem~ haha ..den go eat ice-cream !!
a treat after prelimz ..

my peach n cream crepres (sry if wrong spellin )

vaney 's chocolate dunno wat .. haha 4get le ..

all 2gether ! wif lingu mango crystal n ahem~ berrynice ..
haha ... veri nice ...

but someting make mi angry 2dae ... some1 dere .. so usual the kpo grp ... anihow tink again ... shallow-minded .. a gal n a guy go eat means 2gther meh ? as if u nv like tat ... den u more worse rite ... better tink b4 he say aniting ... the best is keep his $#% nose out of my biz ... it is none of yr concern aniway ... kpo ! tink wat u wat .. better dun anohow spread n ruin my reputation .. if not i may do wat i did in my dreamz ...

kk .. dun tok abt tat liao .. make mi so angry .. go facebk n train my bluey le .. later play audi .. haha .. 2dae gamin dae !
Blogged @ 8:07 PM
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oh no ... i was like slackin the whole dae ..

playin on the com most of the time frm audi-->facebk ... n peeps go open an a/c on facebk ! juz 1 word 2 describe it FUN !


haha , i like holidae liao ... whole dae keep slackin .. haven realli get into serious studyin yet ... no mood 2 study n 2molo den is my last paper .. always like tat de ... till the last paper .. i cant realli study liao .. hoildae mood ...

God ! help mi get into the studyin mood ... amen ..
Blogged @ 6:28 PM
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sianz arhz .. here i am at home .. while vaney n ahem~ at vivo .. haiz~ ney can relax liao .. coz she no more paper le .. while i still got 1 more paper .. ACCTS !

so cant go vivo .. muz go home study n slp .. haha , nvm chiong ba .. last paper le ... so juz go westmall n eat den go home liao ..
so odd lorz .. juz n mi leoric go eat .. coz no1 else wan go liao ... so juz pei him go lorz .. coz i also hungry , stomach growlin durin econz paper arhz .. so ps .. haha ...
den while eating KFC dere .. saw the kpo grp .. hope dey dun go anihow say n spread rumours arhz ... haiz~ bu tahan tat grp de .. anihow say everytime ... n kpo other ppl stuff .. sometimes juz hope tat dey can mind their own biz la ...

n horz ... i so 4get 2dae .. more worse den normal .. coz i 4got 2 bring my jacket n my whole pencil case .. lucky ML lend mi her pen , pencil , ruler n eraser .. n i managed 2 get a calculator frm MR Lai .. heng arhz .. or else no need 2 do exam liao
n i was freezin during the paper la .. my sch hall air-con free de .. n i 4got 2 bring jacket ... durin the mini break in between the papers .. i rush 2 fill my bottle wif hot water ... n use it as a warmer .. haha

kk muz go study le ... after relaxin 4 awhile ... muz reach my 20 tis week .. or else fri can play n ML say she dun wan tok 2 mi 4 1 week .. =(
Blogged @ 2:16 PM
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haha , so happi now .. got financial blessin frm my dad .. thankz GOD
was so broke tis week la ...
lucky 4 the financial blessin ... if i dunno how 2 pay 4 the wushu tix $ arhz ..
2dae borin dae .. whole dae at home ..
nth 2 do .. keep findin tings 2 eat ..
haiz~ sianz arhz !
i wan go enjoy ...

prayin 4 my econz papers 2molo ... god bless ...
Blogged @ 10:40 PM
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finally at home le ... end of my busy dae ...super tired n hungry
nv go 4 the wushu display ..

2dae a great dae man .. haha .. took some random fotos .. enjoy =>


vaney new hairstyle take 1 ..

take 2 ..

take 3 ..

haha , y vaney look like she is sufferin ?
guess who is her hairstylist ? is our MING ZHEN ! wahahha
she actually wan 2 aim mi next de .. lucky my partner save mi .. phew~ thankz so much SJE TING .. haha , n also thankz 4 the push pop 2 .. n i try my best 2 help u kk ? sorri arhz .. everytime dunno how 2 help u ..

haiz~ dunno how i am goin 2 study 20 hr next week .. actually plan 2 slack after my last paper on wed ... maybe go SENTOSA or wat de .. haiz~ now all my plans down the drain .. coz muz go sch on fri n thurs ... coz of some moe survey .. haiz~ so go sch lorz ... sianz ...

heres a song tat realli describe wat i am feelin rite now ..
GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY:

Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
Gotta Go My Own Way Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away

cant play the song here .. coz my blog got music so no point cant hear it aniway ..

stuffs tat i cant say ...
Blogged @ 9:38 PM
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2dae cg was great ...
n my partner SJE TING bless mi leh

tis wat she gif mi .. the wu gui veri cute leh .. got light de n still say "i luv u " or " i lub u " hahaha .. hey sje ting ! i luv u 2 ! hahaha .. thankz so much le .. i like it alot .. hang on my hp liao .. haha

but dunno y she paiseh le .. so peeps dun disturb her le kk ? or next time dun dare 2 gif mi liao .. haha , or sje ting u gif mi in secret k ? den i dun show dem liao .. haha


2dae mgt .. shld be able 2 pass it ba .. if nth goes wrong ..

haiz~ 2dae saw HIM .. but dunno y we like drift apart le .. not like b4 .. somemore like strangers .. didnt even tok 2 each other ... it is mi or the both of us ?
maybe the trust is still not dere yet ..
i juz dun like the feelin of uncertain-ness ... it is neither here or dere .. i dun even noe wat shld i do ... how shld i treat u ... u keep movin in n steppin back .. wat u expect mi 2 do ?

nvm .. shall not tink much abt it le .. wat will be will be ba .. let it in God's hands ... concentrate on my upcomin A's ba .. left like onli 40 daes more ...
i will try my best not 2 tink of it le ...

STACY WAN 2 be A MUGGER ALL THE WAY TILL 29 NOV

2molo gonna be a super busy dae 4 mi ...
9.30 tuition --> makin r/s works --> prayer meetin --> service --> wushu display
maybe i shld not go 4 the wushu display ... coz ML not goin , n i dun wan 2 go watch alone ...

n also i dun feel ike goin sch on thurs .. coz after examz le .. n i serious need a break frm studyin .. rechange my energy b4 i chiong 4 studies again ... but ML n ney keep askin mi go sch leh .. haiz~ i c how ba ... i need an outlet 2 vent my frustations inside mi ...
Blogged @ 10:58 PM
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finally c HIM le .. after so mani dae .. aiyo .. HE like so tired .. due 2 lack of slp .. haiz~ wonder if deres aniting i can do 4 HIM ..

hmm~ 2dae accts paper ok ba ... lucky cash flow nv come out .. thankz God 4 tat .. was prayin hard tat it wun come out ... n horz .. someting happened during exam 2dae .. dunno is i blur or God realli help mi .. wan noe come ask mi .. haha

den after examz .. go lunch wif "Dum Dum " coz he nearby amk ma ...
haha , he rush through his theory lesson , so he can faster come n meet mi (or rather he did not do finish ).. haha .. or else i dunno muz wait 4 him till how long arhz ... den we go eat @sumo-house ... i got food blessin by Dum dum .. he treat mi eat .. haha ... bless-ed leh .. =>

den come home slp n slack till now ...

tings r lookin gd 4 mi ...
its my time 2 shine ...
gonna do my best tis time ...

gtg 2 study 4 mgt le ... Jia You Stacy .. 3 more papers .. God bless mi n all havin their examz ... amem ..
Blogged @ 6:55 PM
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blog 4 awhile den go back 2 study liao ...
4 2molo accts paper ...
n 2molo is morinin paper ! god plz help mi 2 wake up n slp b4 1 2dae ..

2dae econz paper was ok ba .. if nth goes wrong .. passin it shld not be a problem ba .. thankz angel zhen zhu .. the tips she gave was useful .. n elasticity topic realli came out .. heng BOT nv come out .. haha , thankz God 4 blessin mi ...

n yeah ! my bro bought the ost of high sch musical .. =>

God plz let all i had studied come out in paper 2molo n all i haven studied will not come out ... amen ! =>
Blogged @ 9:59 PM
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juz had my 1st econz tuition ..
super effective , 2 hr juz flew pass .. juz tat kind of econz tuition i need !
thankz miss zhen zhu ! she is like an angel frm God ... thankz God ! 4 the blessin .. send mi an angel leh ...
haha ... tink passin my econz essay paper not a problem 4 mi le ... God plz let all i had studied all come out durin the paper 2molo ! =>

2dae mgt paper.. i tink ok ba .. dun haf enough time 4 mi 2 write all i wan 2 write .. write till hand pain liao ... argh .. 2molo still got 2 write 6 essays ...
God plz bless mi wif the strenght 2 finish writin everyting ... n all the tired-ness all go away ...

n also i need healin ... i injured my left thumb ... now bleedin n blue -black liao ... veri painful leh ... God healin plz .. but thankz God , not my right thumb arhz .. or 2molo no need 2 write liao ...

thankz all peeps prayin 4 mi .. includin angel zhen zhu ! haha .. i realli need God's wisdom upon mi ! i am goin 2 shine tis time ... i wan gd grades 4 all my subjects ! Dear God plz also bless all havin examz 2 get gd grades !! amen .. =>

n i need 2 adjust back my "clock" or else i sure can wake up 4 my morinin accts paper on thurs .. no more slpin at 3 ... god help mi ..

n also bless HIM .. wif all the strenght n energy 2 study n all he studied will come out in the paper ... aiyo .. poor HIM .. wan 2 study all the way w/o slp 4 the next 2 daes .. coz HE got 2 major papers in 1 dae ... God blessins come upon him ! amen ...

MY ...
Blogged @ 10:48 PM
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argh .. prelims is here liao ... start of "no life" time liao ...
2dae actually wanted 2 study 4 whole dae de ..
but dunno y tink the "dun wan 2 study virus " hit mi again ...
keep on wanting 2 slp 4 the whole afternoon ..

haiz~ juz so much 2 cover ... n it is realli immpossible 2 cover everyting .. God plz mutiply all tat i had studied .. thankz God ..

2molo is my 1st paper ! mgt ! .. peeps readin tis plz pray 4 meilin , vaney n mi k ? thankz lots =>

GoD plz bless all students tat we r able 2 achieve gd grade 4 our examz ..

n i can feel the stress buildin up within mi ...
gtg le .. back 2 mug ...
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haha .. juz cant get out of the "floating" mood the whole dae .. jzu managed 2 study abit .. haha , yeah .. finally hit 20 hrs liao ..
hmm ... went 2 uncle's house like always on sun .. 2dae nv pei my grandma tok .. coz need 2 study 2 hit 20hr .. den after dinner watched abit of high sch musical 2 .. nice show leh ... nice dance , n nice songs ...

U r the music in mi .. ani1 haf tis song send mi plz k ?
so nice .. got mi the <3 mood again ...

n ya ! "Dum Dum" back in sg le , juz 2dae ... den he msg mi n say he saw some1 like mi in china ... guess wat it is .... "zhao cai mao" .. haha
den he came amk ... wanted 2 meet mi 4 dinner ...
2 bad i at my uncle dere .. so he eat alone ...
so gd of him 2 wait 4 mi 2 get back frm my uncle dere ..
he say wanna pass mi the dvd " pirates 3 ! " which i am cravin 2 watch 4 so long le ..
after he pass mi the dvd , he say still got someting .. den SURPRISE !

ta-da .. my bdae present ... haha .. wrapped somemore ...

heres wats inside .. haha ... nice horz ..
all the way frm china de ... so sweet of him 2 still rmb 2 buy mi a bdae present after so long ... n he is so worried tat it may break on the way ...

woohoo ... realli blessed leh .. haha .. thankz 4 the blessin God ! .. haha ...
happi dae 2dae !!
oh no ... tues prelims start le ... God bless mi wif all the wisdom i need ... coz i realli got no time 2 finish studyin all i need 2 study .. but horz .. who will be able 2 get 2 the stage of " study finish " 4 A's .. dere is juz so much 2 study ... haha ... bless mi wif all the luck i need 2 ... or maybe no need luck .. nvm .. wisdom will do .. haha , coz ask " dum dum " had said .. u Zhao Cai Mao , no need luck de ... juz his usual lame-ing ... n mind u .. he is a wushu instructor .. 26 yrs old le ... n is in-charge of KUN SAN ... but tat him outside trainin .. dun expect him 2 be like tat durin trainin .. haha

how i wish i could be tis happi everydae ....

seriously need 2 get into the "studyin mood " le , n stop "floatin ard " lol ... deres is so much i need 2 cover ... n examz r on tues ! ... God help mi ... =>thankz
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in a super dreamy mood now ...
i wan my sweet dream 2 come true ... wif MY ...
thanks God 4 blessin mi wif such a nice dream ...
n it gonna come true ...

nice couple tee ... hahaha ...

tinkin of HIM .. missin HIM ... how i wish i could spent my everydae wif u ...
oh man .. y am i in such a lovey-dovey mood , maybe coz of my dream ... it seems so real ... plz let it come true ... God bless mi ...

haha .. muz faster get out of tis mood asap ... onot no need 2 study liao .. haha ..

[M]iss-in [Y]ou ...
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dunno y ... suddenly EMO ...
read someting in my sch forum .. realli got mi veri pissed .. didnt noe tat deres ppl in MI tat is so self-centered .. death of other ppl .. seems 2 be veri ok 2 him ...n he still consider himself as the future of the nation ... he seriously need some self-reflection ...
the public .. stereotyping regardin students in MI .. askin us where is our morals ... @$!#$#%$#% .. i am so angry k ? .. so wat abt RJ or so elite sch students .. wat makes u tink tat dey haf better morals den us ... n bad behaviours of dem r coz of dey elite parents .. seriously wat the @$#@! n also some bad behavious of some students .. juz write off all the gd reputation of the sch , which others had painstakin build up ...
realli i tink these ppl realli need the grace of God 2 bless dem wif a brain wif moral values instilled , instead of 1 tat onli enable dem 2 get gd grade in examz ...

i also realize tat " beauty is onli skin deep "
some ppl realli look so wonderful n all on the outside .. n dey managed 2 hide it all so well ... but inside .. lies dark n unmoral secrets ... c'mon .. u can fool the whole world ard u .. but u can n fool yrself n GOd above ...

fightin 2 uphold my morals value n principles in tis world .. wif ppl blur-in the line between "wat is ok n wat is not ok " .. stop it ! not ok means not ok .. regardless of whether the majority is doin it or not ... n when u say " its ok .. every1 is like tat nowdaes .." it is a juz an excuse u used 2 fool yrself n 2 choose the easy way out ... n also wat shld u be doin wat others r doin .. u r yrself , one of a kind in the whole world .. so y shld u be juz like others ?

haiz~ where is the pure n innocent world tat i used 2 live in .. free of negativity .. o God ! bless mi and all , 2 stay strong against all tis ..

cant go 4 svc 2dae ..coz goin 2 visit my cousins .. guys , tell mi abt the svc k ?

17hrs down .. 3 more 2 go ...
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back frm CG ..

2dae cG on ECOURAGEMENT ... ya .. i agree .. no matter who we r .. or how super we tink we r .. we still need 2 little encouragement now n den ... so yeah ... jia you ! peeps .. especially those wif examz round the corner ... juz do yr best n tahan awhile more ...

2dae .. meet sje ting n lester go CG 2gther .. so fun n funni .. laugh all the way ... n cab-ed home after cg as usual ...

now goin 2 study liao .. i chiong at home .. while ml ney n quan chiong all darryl house .. haha .. left 50 more daes 2 A's onli ... all the way le ...

and thankz meilin 4 the rainbow card ..
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Finally back at home ... frm another 7th mth dinner .. haha .. juz dunno how ppl realli love rice .. 2dae some1 bought a 25kg rice 4 $888 .. tell mi .. wat is wif the rice .. y worth the $888 ? if tat the case .. i realli dun mind quit studyin now .. n go sell rice .. haha

Hmm 2dae WE watched "No Reservation" instead , coz Rat-te-2-ee 2 late liao ..

haha n HE keep sayin tat he wan watch cartoon .. nv noe tat he also like 2 watch cartoon arhz .. lol .. aiya 2dae bluetooth nv work .. nv wear the same colour as HIM ..

n ya .. as usual met some1 2dae .. some1 i dun realli wish 2 c .. nvm ..shall not tok abt it ...

2dae the movie not bad la .. romance lorz .. so the usual stuffs .. tis time wif a kid .. aniway the movie dun realli matters la .. 2dae , double date leh .. Vaney n ahem~ MI n HIM lorz ... n ya couple seats again ... dunno sit wif HIM couple seats how mani times le ... despite the fact tat we r not a couple yet ... HE is the 1st person like tat leh ... lookin 4ward 2 snow city , n sentosa outin after prelims it is goin 2 be so so fun wif my cliQues !

goin 2 study liao ... sad-ed tat i cant go 4 study camp 2molo .. coz horz alot of reasonz la .. u guys enjoy lorz .. i sad at home .. haha .. N happi bdae 2 chloe !

14hr down ... 6 more 2 go ...

super happi dae ... coz of someting he juz said .. => u juz brings a smile on my face .. poor HIM got 2 watch the movie online instead ..

thankz God 4 blessin mi wif a gd dae !
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lookin 4ward 2 the movie later ...
goin 2 ViVo ... c starz **
haha .. aiyo .. juz now HE called mi .. but i nv pick up .. coz my fone is in slient mood .. like always .. haha .. Haiz~ how can i miss HIS call ..
nvm ...

maybe also goin 2 rush after the movie later .. 4 another 7th mth dinner again ... goin 2 bring my mp3 tis time ... 2 shut up the "noise" n eat in peace .. Amem .. haha .. hope tat i will haf the time 2 drop by 2 pass chloe her present n wish her happi bdae ..

blog later abt the movie .. cya peeps ! so excited .. haha ..
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tis mornin vaney came 2 my house at 9 .. didnt noe tat she will come so early , n the nite b4 i studied till 3 .. so tis mornin cant wake up .. haha .. but she smart leh .. called my house when i nv pick up my hp .. n woke mi up .. haha .. sry arhz .. hai u wait 4 so long .. ps =p

wa studied till ard 1 .. comin up wif our own logic n formula 2 our question .. lol .. den ahem~ came .. so Vaney "ask" mi 2 go eat also ... at NeBo ..


the "swing" seats


Vaney n ahem~ poison .. lol

my hot chocolate ! =>


ice cream waffle !! super nice !


vaney food finally came le ..

n Vaney 2dae bring a veri Gd news ..
so lookin 4ward 2 it ... sure gonna take alot fotos on tat dae .. haha .. dun say 1st, tis fri den share testi .. haha

n yeah ... 2molo got movie outing ! watch RAT-te-2-E .. haha ... yeah wif HIM .. dunno is telepathy between mi n HIM or is God's blessin .. haha .. coz i ytd juz say tat wan 2 meet HIM up tis week .. n dere HE suggest 2 go watch movie .. haha .. b4 i ask him out .. thankz GOD ! haha ... wonderin whether will mi n HIM end up wearin the same colour again .. its always happens ..

gtg le .. goin 2 my uncle house 2 visit my cousin ... coz her condition is gettin worse again .. prayin hard 4 healin 4 her arhz ... GOD bless her ,plz free her frm ani sufferin n illness ... tinkin of askin her 2 go 4 Rev. Peter Chu svc .. coz she is a christian .. so shld be ok ba .. hmm .. maybe tok 2 her later ..

10 hrs down ! 10 more 2 go ...
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yeah ! tagboard done le ! by myself ! haha ... come n tag mi peeps !
thankz GoD 4 blessin mi .. i studied till 5 last nite ! haha

study half-way , bored .. took fotos of stuffs on my table .. haha


bottles of starz .. frm ppl n angel chloe ! =>

also was listenin 2 songs while stuydin ..
heres some meaningful song lyrics
当你抚摸我的头发
我又为你心跳十下
frm kelly poon 计时炸弹

and of course my
Fav song ! 梁山伯与茱丽叶

HIM: 我的心唱首歌给你听　歌词是如此的甜蜜 Hmm
HIM: 可是我害羞我没有勇气　对你说一句我爱你

Mi: 为什么你还是不言不语　难道你不懂我的心
Mi: 不管你用什么方式表明　我会对你说我愿意

HIM: 千言万语里　只有一句话能　表白我的心
Mi: 千言万语里　只有一句话就
合唱：能够让我们相偎相依

HIM: 我爱你　你是我的茱丽叶　卓文萱: 茱丽叶
HIM: 我愿意变成你的粱山伯
合唱：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜
Mi: 把爱　 曹格: 永远
Mi: 不放开　曹格: I Love You
Mi: 我爱你　你是我的罗密欧　曹格: 罗密欧
Mi: 我愿意变成你的祝英台
合唱：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜　美丽的爱情祝福著　未来

Mi: 为什么你还是不言不语 曹格: 不言不语
Mi: 难道是你不懂我的心
Mi: 不管你用什么方式表明　我会对你说我愿意

HIM: 千言万语里　只有一句话能　表白我的心
Mi: 千言万语里　只有一句话就
合唱：能够让我们相偎相依

HIM: 我爱你　你是我的茱丽叶　卓文萱: 茱丽叶
HIM: 我愿意变成你的粱山伯
合唱：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜
Mi: 把爱　 曹格: 永远
Mi: 不放开　曹格: I Love You
Mi: 我爱你　你是我的罗密欧　曹格: 罗密欧
Mi: 我愿意变成你的祝英台
合唱：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜　美丽的爱情祝福著　未来

HIM: 我爱你　你是我的茱丽叶　卓文萱: 茱丽叶
HIM: 我愿意变成你的粱山伯
合唱：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜
Mi: 把爱　 曹格: 永远
Mi: 不放开　曹格: I Love You
MI: 我爱你　你是我的罗密欧　曹格: 罗密欧
MI: 我愿意变成你的祝英台
合唱：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜　美丽的爱情祝福著　未来

so long nv c HIM le ... maybe try 2 meet up somedae tis week !MYMY

oh ya .. i had check up the education requirement of a Dolphin trainer ..
Education:

As mentioned earlier, the operations and needs of each facility may be very different. The level of education required varies considerably. Some facilities only require a high school diploma for entry level positions. Many now look for a minimum of a bachelors degree in a related field such as biology, psychology or animal behavior. Some facilities routinely hire candidates with a 2 year diploma or certificate from a specialized school, such as Moorpark College’s Exotic Animal Training and Management Program. In any case, a strong knowledge of animal biology, behavior, water chemistry, nutrition, veterinary medicine, marine ecology, and related fields is extremely valuable if a person is truly interested in achieving success and progressing in this field. It maybe vital if they want to some day advance to a supervisor, curator or director level. Advanced degrees are becoming more and more common and are critical factors at some institutions when considering managerial promotions.

oh no ... realli need 2 study 4 my DREAM .. a min bachelors degree ! OMG !

kk back 2 book le .. STUDY ! n vaney comin 2 my house 2molo 2 study .. must pack up my messy room 1st ..

5hr down .. 15more 2 go ! jia you !
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blog now under construction .. tagboard on the way ... bear wif mi peeps .. lol

1 hr down .. 19 more hours 2 go .. finally got the mood 2 study liao

hopefully can study till 5 2dae .. den start fastin ..
God plz bless mi wif the strenght n motivation 2 endure till 5 ! amen ! =>
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haha , yeah ! new blogskin ! n i done it myself ! woohoo .. but i need some help on the tagboard !!
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haiz~ no mood 2 study 2dae .. was slackin all the way till now .. aiyo ...
lazin in bed .. readin newspapers , mag .. surfin the net .. gamin .. all .. expect studyin ... oh no .. the " dun wan 2 study virus " hit mi again ?

aiyo .. plz bless mi wif the motivation 2 study .. n ya .. i miss HIM .. dunno y keep tinkin of HIM leh ..
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woohoo .. yeah peeps i finally reached my 20 hrs le ..Praise the Lord ! i am so so happi ! haha ..
currently 24 hrs le , tink of tat i had studied 4 24hrs .. haha , yeah !so reward myself by playin audi 4 awhile .. haha

actually wan go swim 2dae de .. but rainin .. so dropped the plan ..
instead at my uncle house i went 2 pei my grandma .. normally when i am dere i nv go pei her de .. coz dunno wat 2 say 2 her ma .. but 2dae i tok alot 2 her .. pei her all the way till dinner time ..

thankz 4 financial blessin by chard ..
haha .. God realli bless mi alot tis week arhz ...
thankz so much .. 4 gifin mi the energy 2 study till late every nite .. n the encourgement u had gave mi ..


i wan 2 be her ...

n her ...

n her !

as daryl had said .. big dream = more hard work ..
i am willing 2 put in the hard work needed 2 my DREAM !!
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juz back frm fellowship wif my beloved W372 !!
haha , finally can go fellowship wif dem .. coz dey at amk hub .. thankz so much 4 comin all the way here ..

n thankz so much VERONICA 4 lendin mi yr econz notes ..

aiyo .. tis week i veri broke leh .. coz keep takin cab .. no choice leh .. haiz~

hmm .. ytd i got a funni dream .. dreamt tat i " take flight " haha , but it is a veri gd dream .. haha ... further motivate mi 2 study hard 4 my A's ..
thankz God 4 the suddenly surge in energy last nite .. enable mi 2 study all the way till 3 ytd .. haha , juz 50+ daes more .. juz 50+ more daes .. den can enjoy all i wan le .. so all who takin A's let go all the way k ? 4 juz 50+ more daes !!


i will do my best 2 get tis ..

oh no .. next like got alot of outing leh .. how ? got kbox , sentosa maybe still got movie .. aiyo .. how ? need 2 study leh ..

n dum dum is flyin 2 china le .. GOD bless him ... tat he will be healthy in china .. n wun get 2 eat those funni tings tat come frm stuffs tat r not edible ..

n also bless all of those studyin hard now .. we need yr wisdom ! amem .. =>
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