haiz~
so fan arhz ~!
faster come n take all my burdens away ...



i wan 2 fly wif u ...!
i noe wif u everyting will be ok ... =>
Blogged @ 9:22 AM
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A's over le ...
but y i dun feel the excitment ?
n y i am still not relax-ed ?
perhaps is coz of all the activities line-ed up 4 mi , is realli 2 much le ...
2 activites on 1 dae ..
haiz~ i am feelin drain-ed ...
i seriously need my own time 2 relax ~!
n 4 ytd even durin the dinner wif darryl n favs ,
i was not realli enjoyin it ...
havin headaches over the pot luck tingy 2molo ..
everyting was not settle yet ,
n i seriously dun haf much time 2 prepare the stuffs ...
argh ! 4get it . dun wan 2 tink abt it le ...

back 2 ytd stuffs
took some fotos while at suntec ...



thankz Darryl 4 the treat ,
n yr office is real nice !
Blogged @ 9:00 AM
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2dae is the 28th ...
finally ....
in a moments time ...
A's comes 2 an end le ...
maybe 2dae also will be the last time tat i am being called a student ...
end of my education route ...

God plz cast all yr blessin upon mi !
4 my last paper ! amem
Blogged @ 10:16 AM
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i am back !
went out wif Dum Dum 2dae..
was bless-ed by him wif movies n food ...
thankz God n him so much !
watched ENCHANTED !
super nice ...
a no1 date movie !
go watch it peeps ~!

i juz wan 2 be yr princess ..
n yr happily ever after ... <3

den after tat pei him go buy stuff 4 the ching gong yan tingy ...
went 2 jalan sultan , den 2 chinatown ...
hopin 2 run into meilin dere ..
aiya , but 2 bad she gone home le ...


den he bring mi back 2 his office cum room ...

c , so mani lions heads all 4 the ching gong yan ...

finally saw Gary ..
tink tat is also his purpose ba ...
2 intro mi 2 gary ... haha , gary's car so cute !
it is PIG-THEME ..
shall take foto of it another time ...
a msg frm him some daes back ...
<3Xin Fu :
shi ni zai hu de ren ye zai hu ni

<3Xin Fu :
shi ni an lian den ren dui ni wei xiao

<3Xin Fu :
shi ni ai de ren wei ni zhou de mei jian shi

<3Xin Fu 4 mi :
shi he ni zai yi qi =>
<3
<3
thankz God 4 the wonderful DAe!

n "heilcopter " faster learn how 2 fly k ?
<3
Blogged @ 7:52 PM
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a new song 4 my blog !
沁:我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面
想带你环游世界
飞:我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok
副歌(合唱):
第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
哦~~~
沁:为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman
飞:这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪

下一个心愿给你最好的自己

tis song super nice leh ...
like wat u had said 2 mi ...

ytd when u asked mi wat i wan in a bf ...
i jokin said " i wan a him tat can fly "
lol ...
actually , juz the way u r is enough le ...
yeah ! will be meetin him later =>
Blogged @ 9:11 AM
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went 2 sch 2dae , 4 my last lesson in MI !
den after tat when 2 LOT1 2 c the power rangers , bcoz of my dear mummy ... lol


an empty stage .. wheres the rangers ?
lol .. blur meilin , who wanted 2 gif wenda a surprise , so didnt msg him b4 we go ...
haha , n we waited till 1pm den realize tat 2dae no show ! haha
but nvm horz ? meilin in the end still took a pic wif her FAV RED MYSTIC RANGER !

den 2 the national museum 2dae ..
2 check out the place 4 the SPD kids ...
nv noe tat it is such a FUN place !
gonna go dere wif Dum Dum somedae ...
thankz so much 4 accompany-ing mi last nitez despite being so tired ,
when i am havin a bad headache n cant get 2 slp ...
countdown 2 christmas ! ...
God ! plz bless mi tat i will be able 2 celebrate christmas wif him ! amem ...
Blogged @ 7:50 PM
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juz a short post 4 now ..
b4 i go answer my bed's callin ...
such a long dae 2dae ...
mornin 7+ go help my mum , till now ard 9 den reach home ...
coz went 2 study wif Leoric n Mingyi ...
super tired ! but at the same time super happi !

thankz God ! 4 blessin mi ...
wif Dum Dum ! always being dere 4 mi when i am down ...
n always able 2 cheer mi up !
Dum Dum come n zai mi 2 cwp right after his lion dance trainin ...
my Fav Bike !
thankz so much 4 accompany-ing mi till 5 ,
den he rush off 2 chinatown 4 some biz stuffs
coz he is late le ... thankz so much !

haiz~ kinda disappointed in Richard ...
but nvm , lucky 4 JW , i am ok le !
wif u ... i noe i will always be safe ...
juz a few daes more ! i am free le ..

n also wan 2 thanks God 4 finanical blessin !
oh man , i realli need tis , yeah !
ask , n u shall be given !


n ytd svc was GREAT ! worship super "high" arhz !
soon A's is gonna be over ! finally .. in 3 daes ...
but , i dun realli haf time 2 relax n play ...
my scheldue is aready JAM-PACKED wif tons of activites back 2 back ...
haiz~!GOD plz give mi my own time 2 rest n relax ...
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3

waiting 4 yr "helicopter" ...
Blogged @ 9:50 PM
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i am finally back 2 blog !
tis few daes is TOTALLY evenfull till i now time 2 blog ...
1st-ly wan 2 thank God 4 mgt paper !
heng arhz ! investments nv come out ...
yeah .. n i got my motivation 2 study back le .. praise the lord !
n thankz jw 4 his daily mornin calls n nitely toks ..
n makin sure tat i am awake so i wun be late 4 sch ...
thankz so much ! "xin fu "


n i bought richard 2 his 1st CG ..
sad 2 say , it is also W372 last offical CG ...
thankz God 4 providin wif mi wif an open door ...


NOW 4 the POWER RANGERS !

1st-ly we had 2 take a bus ...


n the red ranger goes " wave wave " den "point"
horz ? meilin ?
been laughin like mad juz lookin at the performance ...
coz we noe some of the power rangers personally !
totally cant imagine it is wenda n wilson !
OMG ! haha ...


ok .. tats all 4 2dae ... gonna go chiong 4 my last paper ! yeah ! wif meilin ..
LETS GO ! LOL ...
Blogged @ 10:10 AM
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finally happiness found its way 2 mi ...
ytd went 2 richard house n "take care" of him again
playin wif baby titus .. he is juz so cute ! n he super likes his "cho cho"


actually 2dae suppose 2 go 4 lunch wif him de ...
a treat at terra leh ...
haiz~ but last min he got duty ..
so other daes lorz ... after examz ? perharps by tat time i wun be free le
it is also a gd news tat he cant make it 4 lunch 2dae ...
coz i haven finsh , or perhaps haven realli start studyin 4 my mgt paper 2molo ... haiz~
2 much "happening" stuffs nowsdaes ...
thankz 4 yr nightly accompany ...
u nv fails 2 cheer mi up ...
dunno y , somehow u r able 2 take all the worries n unhappiness away ..
juz 7 daes more ! freedom ...
lookin 4ward 2 the chalet ...
Blogged @ 10:31 AM
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haiz~
dun understand ...
y a gal go take care of a guy when he accident means dey still like each other meh ?
dun u noe the existance of mutual frenship ..
if u dunno , dun juz assume ...
pluz the fact tat u even noe mi well ...
so wat makes u tink tat u r rite ?
its yr mind i dun care , i also haf no rights 2 control yr mind ..
but i will appreciate tat u can keep yr own "assumptions " 2 yrself ...

n also 2 some1 out dere ..
if u dunno wat 2 say ..
i suggest tat u keep yr trap closed ..
it will be better ..
den u say the wrong tings ...

haiz~
really ..
deeply consider wat u say in yr mind 1st b4 sayin it out ...

haiz~
went 2 visit Richard again 2dae ...
c-ing him in so much pain ..
but i also dunno wat i can do 2 help ...
so juz help him in ways i am able 2 render my help ..
n pray 4 him ...
also wanna thankz all tat pray-ed 4 him ...
realli hope he can recover soon ...
i am gettin tired le ...
not used 2 doin tis kind of stuffs ...
restin 2molo ...


received a msg frm dd 2dae ..
got yr hint ... it kinda ming xian ...
but , not now ... dun tink i am ready yet ..
also have too much on mind now ...
haiz~
also dun understand y u lie 2 mi ...
n yr lie also bu bi yao de ...
coz it seriously wun affect mi in aniways ...
kinda disappointed in u ...
but i realli dunno yr reason 4 tis ..
Blogged @ 7:55 PM
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Nov 16th
haiz~
such an evenful dae ...
went out wif Richard , den end up "quarrelin"
n was so mad wif him ...
den durin CG celebrating darryl's bdae , i received a msg ...
"i got into an accident "frm Richard ...
haiz~
later when i reached home , i had a quarrel wif my mum ...
was realli feelin veri terrible n at a loss , dunno wat 2 do ...
waited 4 his call till 3+

luckliy n PRAISE the LORD
tat he is fine ...
the doc said tat it is juz a crack ...
went 2 visit him 2dae an bandaged arm ... his hand ...
haiz~
after c-ing the state he is in now ,
i got scared le ...
turned off the idea of gettin a bike le ...
haiz~
n his collar bone seems like it broke like the bone pokin out , not like it is juz a crack ...
But realli Thankz God tat he is still able 2 move about , n his head is ok ...
prayin hard 4 healin ...
Blogged @ 8:08 PM
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sry ...
i am juz not ready 2 commit yet ...
it is not juz u ...
it is the same wif every1 else ...
n i dun wan 2 hurt other n myself le ...
Blogged @ 9:48 PM
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yeah ! done wif my masterpiece le ...
sry arhz if not veri nice , i am a noob at sewing n stuffs ...

2molo paper seems easy .. aniway i dun realli care le ....

after tat went haf dinner wif meilin ...
n suddenly i saw some1 !
its JW ! haha , so the feelin tat i will meet some1 we noe is rite !
haha , so qiao lorz ...
actually also planned 2 meet him 4 dinner de ...
but didnt msg him ... den dere he is eatin wif us ...


yeah !
A's sort of over liao ...
n it is realli over 4 some ppl out dere ...
n dey r cheerin after the paper ended 2dae ..
how i wish i can join dem in cheerin ...
haha , nvm at least the worse is over le ..
aniway i also dun realli care liao ....


havin a mini hoildaes now .... =>
n veri soon i can go pei u le ...
Blogged @ 9:32 PM
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another @$!@#$ paper .. .
wth .. all the topics i focus on nv come out n i onli realli noe how 2 do 1 qns out of the 6 qns .. .
4get it .. gone liao ...
time 4 mi 2 seek alternatives routes ?
find ppl yang sounds like gd ..
juz dreamin , where got so easy ..
oh man . life in SG realli sucks ...
citizen here r like studyin deir ass off 4 at least e 1st 10 yrs of their life
den work deir ass of 4 the next 30-40 .. 4 juz housin , family n further studies (again)
n den wait 2 die , "how nice" ?
wat kind of life is tat .. Screw it la ..
n almost every1 is like tat ,
no way ! i dun wan 2 be like tat , stupid lifestyle !
life is meant 2 be enjoyed n workin it away ..
we onli live once ... so life shld be enjoyed 2 the max !

n look the richest people dun haf a degree a maybe even a single qualification under dey name ... but so ? dey r more sucessful den those typical white collars (degress holders) ppl , burying their heads n perharps demself 2 under all the huge n nv endless piles of work 2 be done . n dey r still at the same desk n same situtation after yrs had gone by ..

NO WAY i am goin 2 be like tat ..
God ! gif mi the strength 2 break tis chain !



sry 4 the vulgerities in tis post ...
i realli need an outlet 2 my anger n 2 bad tis is my blog ..
Blogged @ 5:28 PM
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havin a strange feelin within mi ...
some ting is miss-ing , but i juz cant figure it out ...



summary of wat i did within tis week ...

juz went out 4 lunch at sakae sushi wif JW ...
he sort of force mi 2 .. coz i no wei kou 2 eat ...
thankz 4 the tau sa bing u bought frm malaysia 4 mi ...

ytd had tution in the mornin ...
dunno is coz i 2 stress-ed or wat ..
i broke my watch ! OMG ... haiz~ dunno wat i am doin ...
den after tat vaney came over 2 study ...
n regardless of all the tuition i had , i still cant answer the qns she asked mi ...
STRESS ! paper on tues but i still dunno ... WTH >>
den Richard came 2 meet mi after his work ...
forgo-in his soccer time wif his frenz ..
n bought mi 2 east coast park 2 shan shan xin ...
sry arhz , 4 my attitude , coz i realli not in a gd mood ...
after tat i feel a "little" bit better le ...


CG on fri seems especially 4 us (the A's levels ppl )
overcomin stress ...
ya .. the stress level is realli high now ...
A's levels is realli a tough route .. i would advise all not 2 take it ...
it require more den juz pure intelligence ...
i realli hope i can be gone ASAP !
n thanks partner 4 the XXL chupa chups =>



donuts ...


n more donuts ! i m gettin addicted 2 donuts ..
wat 2 do ? dey r juz so irresitable .. =>

God ! i realli need u now !
lead mi n guide mi plz ~!
where is the happiness i used 2 haf ?
Blogged @ 7:06 PM
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Praise the LOrd ~!
tings r better in my family le ...



feast at PIzza HUt after a long dae of studyin at Vaney house ...
i realli feel dizzy after studyin ...
mgt paper 2molo ...
pray hard tat everyting i had studied will be tested
n those topics i did not cover dun come out ... haha


deres so much stuffs 2 do after my A's r over !
i am gonna 2 gif my room a mini renovation ...

maybe tis 4 the curtains ?
or this ?

or 1 of these ?


lookin 4ward 2 the end of A's ....
Blogged @ 9:14 PM
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down again
GOD plz gif mi the strenght
n also bless ppl ard mi esp my dad
Blogged @ 10:05 AM
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watched Rendition 2dae ..seems like i am in a movie-mania right in the process of A's ... lol
no much comments abt the show ...
tink quite borin ba ..
haha , wasnt realli concentrating on the show either ...

mr C is so sweet , he bought mi my FAV SOTONG BALLS n sneak it into the cinema juz 4 mi .. thanks so much !
n was bless-ed by him , movie , popcorns n stuffs ..
even though was practically "playin" wif more den half of it ...
n it seems like we book-ed the entire theater ... look ! it is empty

kinda eerie pix .. wif C hand .. lol


den went 2 the park ...
since so long ago when i last sat on a swing ...
weee... so relax .. thankz mr C , 4 accomodating 2 the kido side of mi =>
den off 2 mac 2 study ....

not exact productive ...
but i realli learnt alot 2dae ...
wat i am goin 2 do in the future n stuffs ...
more direction in my life le ..



thankz GOD 4 the great dae 2dae ...
shine a light on mi when i am lost in darkness ...
Blogged @ 10:24 PM
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so $%#@$% 2dae after my accts paper ...
all tat i had practise so much n spend so much time studyin r not test-ed ...
juz a mini part w/o ani proper marks allocated 2 it alone ...
Where r all the realization n dissolution QNZ ?
wth la ...
waste my time ...

so so dismoralized ...
my 2nd paper of the A's n i tink i screw-ed both the papers ...
dunno y .. normally i sure haf more den enough time 2 finsh n complete my papers .
but tis time .. realli cant finish ..
GOD Y ? WAT LIKE TAT ?
n prayin didnt seems 2 help ...
maybe i am realli not cut out 4 A's





JW is back in sg .. yeah !
at least tis is someting tat can bring the smile back on my face =>
finally .. haha , even though he is like onli away 4 a few daes ...


watched STARDUST 2dae ..
nice movie !
worth the price u r payin 4 the tiX ...
so much better den some stupid movie abt seekin the signs ...





thanks 4 yr accompany ...
i feel much better now le ..
go back my motivation 2 study le ...



Star , Star, star + + + +


oh ya .. before i 4get again ..
i got a qns 4 all W372-ers

Who u tink is most spiritual out of mi , vaney n meilin ?
ans in the tagboard ! thankz w372-ers =>
Blogged @ 8:43 PM
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thankz 4 the breakfast n the ride home ...


went 2 study @ hougang green at home ..
much more productive dere compared 2 being at home ..
coz dunno y i will end up at the com or on the bed everytime ...
ACCTS PAPER 1 2molo !
realli need 2 score in tis paper ...
thanks W372 4 prayin 4 us ! thankz alot guys n gals ! =>





i am waitin 4 yr return !
Blogged @ 8:16 PM
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devil go away !
keep away frm my life !
i wan jesus not u !
u dun belong here !
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oh no ..
i haven realli start studyin yet ...








less den 24 hrs since i last contact u ...
faster come back will u ?
i realli ....


maybe i shld not care so much
since u dun even wan 2 care abt yrself ...
how 2 take care of others
when u dun even noe how 2 take care of yrself ?
Blogged @ 7:14 PM
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went sch early in the mornin 2dae 4 accts consultation
but was late , coz cant wake up .. lol
thankz Mummy 4 waitin 4 mi =>

den saw a veri "so" car in our sch carpark !
lol .. horz ? meilin ?
ya .. wd was in sch ..
actually planned 2 eat lunch 2gther de ..
but he haf lesson ..
so 2 bad ...


went 2 meet JW at compass ..
was cravin 4 the ice-cream waffles n bbq beef dere ..
it is like yrs ago since i last ate it ...
but .. cant find a seat dere ..
so end up in swensen 4 lunch instead ..
coz JW noe i am cravin 4 ice-cream ... (his treat)
was super full due 2 the baked rice ..
but its nice !
thanks so much 4 blessin mi ...


the look on yr face
when u r helpin mi
juz tells mi tat i can always depend on U !
u nv fails 2 put a smile on my face
when i am down
assure-in mi n making mi feel secure =>
do take lots of care in malaysia
i am gonna miss u lots !

haiz~
but someting happened put mi a kinda bad mood now ..
nvm , shall not tok n tink abt it le ..
not goin 2 let it ruin my HAPPY mood =>
Blogged @ 9:33 PM
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A's currently in process
but wat am i doin ?
no mood 2 study ...
haiz~

so went nebo 2 study instead ( thankz 4 yr company )
more productive dere ...

n had my much-missed ice-cream waffle !

n finally caught tis from the machine in the arcade !

den back home ...

-----------------<3
i need ....
some1 tat i can depend on
n pour out of my worries n problems
noe-ing tat u will be able 2 provide a solution or cheer mi up ...
n haf his own financial mgt ability ...




i noe it nv gonna be u ...
but is another u ...
Blogged @ 9:48 PM
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