thankz God everyting turn out 2 be ok ...
sry ...
now i realize how impt u r 2 mi le ...
nv will i let u go ...
i promise i will change juz 4 u ...
<3 u alot !



God plz bless Chloe Tan my cousin wif healin ..
take all the pain n sufferin away frm her !
show her all yr care n show her wif tons of blessin !
in jesus name i pray amem !
Blogged @ 11:38 PM
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been workin 4 the past few daes ...
super duper tired ..
esp ytd ...
workin frm 8-11 ..
back pain , leg pain ..
super busy ...
no time 2 eat snake at all ...
cant even go toilet ...
unlike at mango ..
haiz~
tink i am goin 2 be sick soon le ..
or is alrdy is ...

cant wait 4 my paycheck 2 come ...
i seriously need a new hp ...
the 1 i currently usin CMI le ...



on 25th , which is also Christmas Dae ..
i am workin 2 ..
so sad rite ?
but lucky la ..
mango not alot of ppl ...
n i end work at 7 ...
den he come 2 find mi ...
den go walk walk n c c ..
we walk frm orchard all the way 2 clark quay ...

a christmas tree amist the "snow"

a pink christmas tree !

nite lights ...

also when 2 christmas svc
the drama was WOW !
esp the part where every1 light up their candles !
double WOW !
den after tat go wif him 2 ben house 2 count-down 4 christmas !


<3 thankz God 4 answerin n makin all my christmas wishes come true !
<3 spendin Christmas wif u ... n thankz 4 goin church wif mi !
<3 the streets looks lonely , but not u n mi ...
<3 bite = xi huan !
<3 u !

u r truely a bless-ing 2 mi !
Blogged @ 12:25 PM
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thankz God tat everyting went well ...
juz a misunderstanding ...

my prayers r answered !
i get 2 spend my christmas wif HIM !
praise the lord ~!


i am yr onli secret <3
Blogged @ 9:57 PM
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i noe it will nv be so smooth sailing ...
but nvm i noe i will be able 2 handle it ..
i noe it is u bu xiao xin de ...
or maybe as u said tat u r still not used 2 it yet ..
but i am disappointed n sad ...
nvm ..
i will get over it ..
n try not 2 let tis happen again ..
Blogged @ 9:07 AM
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sry 4 hurtin u ...
i realli dun meant it de ...
i tot u noe tat it is impossible between us le ...


watched National Treasure 2dae ..
not bad ...

den haf my breakfast cum lunch at NeBo
b4 settin off 4 work ..
sianz~



ytd went 2 kusu island wif his family ...
some fotos i took ...









bye bye ship ..<3
thankz God 4 the gd weather .. =>


thankz 4 comin 2 pick mi up frm work
n bring mi 2 eat ...


at newton circus ...


u r the reason behind my smile ..
i noe i can always count on u ... <3
Blogged @ 11:30 PM
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tradition --> transition --> transformation

in the process of transition now ...
not used 2 it ...
realli ...
i tot i wun be ...
but i am seriously not used 2 it ...
mix-ed feelins within mi ...
how come ?
i dunno ..
God i seek u 4 an answer ..


wonder how other ppl can accept it ...
n i tink he noe le ..
dun tink he will be able 2 handle it ..
the cold hard truth ...
haiz~
Blogged @ 1:40 AM
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living in bliss wif u ...


went 2 watch THE WARLORDS wif Dum Dum ytd ...
kinda broin i nearly fall aslp ...
maybe also coz i dun like tis kind of show ...


n ate tis b4 headin home ...


u r a bless-ing 4 mi ...
thankz 4 comin 2 pick mi up after work ..
n bring-ing mi 2 chomp chomp 2 eat ...
my fav stingray <3
thankz God 4 a gd dae at work 2

n i also recevied the eagles award 2 .. => thankz God !
4 the finiancial bless-ing !


<3 J
<3 I
<3 A
<3
<3 W
<3 E
<3 I

thankz God 4 all the blessin tis daes ...
thankz 4 the gd weather ..
n thankz 4 Him <3 amem ..
Blogged @ 9:55 AM
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HappI birthdae sje ting !
my Best partner !
so sry tat i cant celebrate wif u 2dae ...
coz i need 2 go home early ...
other dae k ? =>

so happi tat even after the mutliply
i got 2 be 2gther wif Meilin , Vaney n My PARTNER !
haha ..
juz now was so emotional ...
most of the kids r cryin ..
i also cried 2 ...
dun 2 be sad k ?
ppl in N410 ..
we can also keep in contact de !

also wan 2 thankz JW !
thanks so much tat u offered 2 drop by n help out in the deco ..
W/o u i realli dunno how le ...

his masterpiece ! so nice rite ! <3
also thankZ 4 lendin mi the lights , n the stars <3

still got 1 more ...
but wif isaac , will upload it when i get it frm him .. =>

after the event JW come 2 zai mi
den off 2 eat at marina ...
MOF =ministry of food ...

super nice bento ..
nicer den sakae ...

ice chocolate float !
he ordered tis 4 mi ...
coz i cant drink Green tea(coz i cant take ani ting tat contains caffine )
thankz so much Dum Dum <3

lastly strawberries ice-cream ...
super nice !

den we when 2 c c the light at orchard b4 headin home ...<3

the last few daes was super eventful ...
enjoyed myself so much !
n My dear mummy chen ming le !
watch out 4 Meilin on TV !
on JAN 13 channel 8 1o.30 !

ytd outing 2 the national museum wif the SPD kids was fun !
was abit odd odd at 1st ...
coz the kids not "so" wif mi ..
n i duno wat 2 tok 2 dem abt ...
n dey was like so bored at 1st ...
but Thankz God everyting went well after tat ...
n the kid even start 2 play hide n seek wif mi .. lol
den off 2 find JW 2 get the lights 4 16th ...

was cravin 4 kantong laska suddenly ytd ..
haha , told JW , den he bought mi dere 2 eat b4 meetin his family at east coast park ...
so sweet of him 2 pei mi go eat , coz he dun realli like 2 eat laska .. <3
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the dae b4 went shoppin 4 deco wif Vaney , Meilin n YiQuan ...


ate tis (4got the name of the restuarant )
b4 goin 2 shop 4 the deco ...

found tis when in 1 of the shops ..
Dum Dum candy canes !
haha , actually wanted 2 buy it 4 him ..
but dun tink he will eat so dun waste $ , take pic 4 him 2 c can le <3

after the buyin all the stuffs 4 deco ...
JW come 2 fetch mi , den off 2 cwp 2 watch
wif his sis , ting ting n yang yang =>

nice movie , super cute !
i like the green fat 1 !


haiz~ sianz 2molo work again ..
lucky is half dae ...
my poor feet goin 2 suffer again le ...


Thankz God so much 4 all the bless-ing
n the wonderful daes !


CHRISTMAS IS COMING !
WOOhoooo !!!!!
hope tat i will be able 2 spend my christmas wif Dum Dum ! <3
Blogged @ 10:18 PM
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Thankz 4 the lovin breakfast ytd mornin ...
meetin mi early in the mornin at 7 ..
makin sure tat i haf a proper breakfast b4 headin off 2 work ... <3


work at mango is #$@$
nearly lost my temper at some stupid china customers
wth dey tink dey r doin ...
pull all the jumpers on the floor 2 choose ?
tink dey still in their home country ..
plain stupid or uneducated ...
i wan Quit !
ppl let mi noe if u haf ani other jobs offer ...
stupid job of endless foldin n standin the whole dae ..
somemore everydae over time ..
wtf man ...
kk .. enough of tis stupid job ...


yeah , praise the lord
todae i am off !
meetin Vaney n mummy later 2 buy the deco stuffs ...
n meet Dum dum later .. <3
Blogged @ 10:39 AM
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thankz God 4 the wonderful ytd !
finally i got 2 play n relax ...
+ wif JW 4 almost the whole dae <3

1st we went 2 a new jap resturant 2 eat ...
food dere was not bad n quite cheap ...
n i eat more den i usually do ..
JW so was happi ...
finally i got wei kou 2 eat le ...
maybe coz of work ... haha

den off 2 ESCAPE !
half-way during th journey we kanna caught in the rain ...
so no choice haf 2 stop ...
but God answered my prayers n soon the rain stop ..
Praise the LOrd !


had so much fun at ESCAPE !


my fav ride ! Rainbow !

took most of the rides dere ...
but gif the wet n wide a miss , coz he did not bring extra clothing ..
haha
n he force mi 2 go to the huanted house wif him ...
he basically dragged mi in ...
was closin my eyes inside most of the time ...
n holdin on 2 him ...


played some of the carnival games n got tis ! <3

we stay till it is closin time ...
den He bring mi off 2 somewhere 2 eat ...

candle light dinner ...
super romantic ...
dinning by the seaside ...
my fav "candle light ice-cream <3
food dere was not bad 2 ...
but svc was bad ...
waiter took a long time 2 serve us the food , bill etc ..
n she is super blur ...
4get 2 serve his drinks ...
maybe also bcoz dey r shorthanded ...
the place was quite packed ..
despite being so out of place ...
it will be diff 2 go dere , if u didnt haf ur own transport ..

but nvm ..
not goin 2 let the bad svc spoil my mood
aniway , coz of the long time the waither serve us ..
we got 2 spend a longer time 2gether wif each other <3

<3 J
<3 I
<3 A
<3
<3 W
<3
<3


thankz so much 4 bless-ing mi ...
payin 4 all the food ...
n accompany mi 4 the whole dae !
<3 u !

haiz~ 2dae is the 1st dae of mango sales ...
madness ...
God plz bless mi wif strength 2 tahan through the whole dae ..
n my feet will not ache so much ! amem
Blogged @ 10:15 AM
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1st day of work at MANGO !
thankz GoD 4 answer-ing my prayer ...
2dae job is 2 paste sticker !
haha ..
heng arhz ...


ytd ching gao yan was super busy ...
blog more abt it when i get the fotos Frm his sis ...

gonna slp now ...
so tired +yawns+

work again 2molo ...

thankz God so much 4 bless-ing my dae !
Blogged @ 11:02 PM
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another busy dae wif him ...
juz reached home not long ago ...
he send mi back den off 2 get stuffs 4 2molo again ...
God plz bless him ...
keep him safe n sound ...
n gif him the strenght 2 able 2 c through everyting ..
haiz~
2nite dun tink he wil be able 2 slp le ...
still got so much stuffs needed 2 be done ...

Dum Dum !
Jia You !
juz 1 more dae ..
den time belong 2 us le ..
yeah !
haiz~
sianz frm 2molo onwards my turn 2 be busy le ..
haiz~
where is our time ?
nvm ..
i <3 every seconds spent wif u ...
it it the quality tat matters not the quantity ...
<3-ing u juz the way u r ...

<3 J
<3 I
<3 A
<3
<3
<3
<3




God i pray to u tat everyting will go on smoothly 2molo ! amem ...
Blogged @ 10:11 PM
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went out wif jw ytd ...
n he took time out of his super packed scheldue 2 pei mi ...
n guyi nv eat durin the meetin even though he is veri hungry ...
coz he wans 2 pei mi eat ...
thankz so much Dum Dum .. <3

breakfast /lunch /dinner at crystal jade !

yeah .. finally get 2 eat my fav duck n chicken porriage ..
was cravin 4 it 4 quite some time ..
n i finished everyting !
partly also coz of him ...
was not realli eatin much tis few daes ..
dunno y no wei kou ...
sry 4 makin u so worried abt mi ..
i will try 2 eat de ...
thankz so much !

den off 2 watch Golden Compass !
not bad .. kinda nice ..
aniway 4 mi it is the company tat realli matters ..

in the movie , somehow dunno y ...
every humans r supposed 2 haf their own demons ...
n tis demons r gd !
n some r even cute !
hmm ...
if we r supposed 2 haf "demons" now
i guess it shld be our cell fone ba ...
aniway tis movie is not realli a gd influence ..
as it sort of tryin 2 show tat ...
demons r gd ...
witches r gd ...
lies r ok ...
n religion r bad ...

but in conclusion it is juz a movie ..
so those havin a matured mind ...
shld not haf a problem seperating leisure n reality ...
i noe God exists n God is Good !
n thankz God tat tis movie is not censored ...

also wan 2 thanks God 4 the wonderful dae ..
havin him by my side is a bless-ing 2 mi !

<3 J
<3 I
<3
<3
<3
<3

thanks so much <3 u !
Blogged @ 8:53 AM
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home sweet home , n room sweet room 4 him ... <3

thankz God 4 the past few daes !
n thankz God 4 him !

4 the 1st dae ...
we went 2 pulau ubin 4 breakfast/lunch , so cool lorz ...

it is my 1st time goin dere ! i noe it is kinda suaku , n i still tell him " i nv brong passport how 2 go "
he nearly laugh his head off .. lol .. silly mi ...

n i saw Green no.plates .. so odd , nv c in sg b4 ..
den he tell mi it is onli 4 vehicles on tis island ..

nice sea view ..
dunno y i juz <3 the sea ..


bye bye ubin .. on the way back 2 sg ...
it is realli a nice place ..
everyting dere is so relax-ing ...
ppl dere seems 2 be "chi bao mei shi zuo " de ..
goin at deir own pace ...
not like in sg ppl r also rushin here n dere ..
such a big diff , 4 juz a short boat ride away ...
Thankz Dum Dum ! 4 bring mi dere .. <3


the next few daes is realli wonderful ...
coz of him ...
takin super gd care of mi ...
makin sure tat i had a gd place 2 rest n make sure tat i eat ...
n got "abit 2 min xian" le .. lol
dunno y his students still "ming zhi gu wen " lol

so touched ..
thankz 4 goin all the way 2 buy ice-cream 4 mi ...
even when it is ardy so late ...
coz i got no wei kou 2 eat ...
n told his students not 2 touch the ice-cream ..
yeah it it specially 4 MI !
thankz 4 the sweets also <3


in tis 3 daes ...
i can c tat he is a person tat i can realli depend on ...
n he can realli make a gd man n gd daddy ..
lookin at the way he takes care of all his students ..
ard 40 + of dem .. tells everyting le ...
every nitez b4 he slp .. regardless of how tired he is ..
he will make sure every kid comfortable ..
not freezin frm the air-con or aniting ...
n he will not haf ani qualms abt it ...
even if it means sacrifice-ing his own much needed slp n slp-ing stuffs ...
n he ends up slpin on the floor ...
i so xin tong can ..


n the 2nd nite BBQ ...
he is the main person , bbq-ing all the food stuffs ...
4 his students ...
i dun tink he got eat much ...
n he also make sure tat i got stuffs 2 eat ...
keep askin his students 2 buy some bbq stuffs 2 mi ...
so sweet lorz ...


thankz 4 all the tings u had done 4 mi tis few daes !
realli so touched ..
n so protected ..
i <3-ing u more n more each dae !
shall not mention the "tings " le ...
kinda "ruo ma "
stuffs tat i keep inside my <3 n nv br 4gotten .. <3


realli wanna Thankz God 4 the wonderful daes ...
n his bunch of Crazy students ...

some random fotos i took ...

his students "artwork " the cats looks so cute rite ?



<3 J
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3

thANKZ GOG 4 ALL THE BLESS-ING U HAF SHOWERED ON MI ...
N THANKZ 4 PUT-ING HIM INTO MY LIFE ! <3
Blogged @ 11:56 AM
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went shoppin at ntuc juz now ...
buyin stuffs 4 the next few daes ...
met his sis juz now ...
bless-ed by jw Pepper lunch !
thankz God ! <3
but did not finish ..
haiz~
dunno wat wrong wif my "wei kou "
tis few daes ..
i hardly eat aniting ...
if not 4 him force-ing mi 2 eat ...
i may not even eat at all ...


stacy will be MIA 4 the next few daes ...
God Bless mi n all ard mi ... amem =>
Blogged @ 9:45 PM
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thankz 4 put-ing a smile on my face ...
which takes all the sadness away ...
i TRUST U ...
i noe wif u ard ,
everyting will be ok
<3 u ...
Blogged @ 5:14 PM
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my emotions r on a roller coaster ride ....
frm the sense of dejavu washin over mi ...
when i c ppl in yellow top ,n black pants ...
on the so familar blue carpet ...

n ya , wang jiao lian i tink more or less noe le ...
not mentioning the kids dere ... "disturb"

haiz~
i realli feel so sry n bad ...
even though i noe it is not realli my fault ...
but still is bcoz of mi tis happens ...
i realli dunno tat tings will turn out tis way ...
n realli wat a joke 2 play on mi ...
sry 2 all KS ppl .. i realli hope tat on the 8th everyting will turn out juz as fine ...
God bless ...

thankz God 4 being wif mi all tis while ..
sendin ppl 2 protect n assure mi ...
thanks Dum dum ...
if not 4 u ..
i realli dunno wat i shld do ..
thankz 4 being so patient wif mi ...
comforting mi ... <3
Blogged @ 11:06 AM
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it is juz so magical ...
wif u ...




I’m blindfolded on this
Roller coaster they call life
Keep tryin’ to make it through
That next turn
Knuckles white and holdin’ tight

So here I go
Taking a curve
But I know that I’m never alone
I think of you
And how you’d never let me go

I feel connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right
Cuz nothing can break this
Nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie
Connected
Connected inside

It’s not an accident
The time we spent apart
But now we’re so close
I can always find you right here in my heart

You’ve given me
Somethin’ I need
And all I’d ever want to do is
Because of you, I know I’ve found my strength again

I feel connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right
Cuz nothing can break this
Nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie
Connected
Connected inside

Every time that I breathe
I can feel the energy
Reachin’ out, flowin’ through
You to me and me to you
Wake up, dream, walk up stand
You are everywhere I am
Separate souls, unified
Touching at the speed of light

Li---ght
Oh---, Oh---, Oh---, Oh---

I feel connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right

Connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right
Cuz nothing can break this
Nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie
Connected
Connected
Connected inside

Connected
Connected

Yeah---
Whoa---
Connected---I’m blindfolded on this
Roller coaster they call life
Keep tryin’ to make it through
That next turn
Knuckles white and holdin’ tight

So here I go
Taking a curve
But I know that I’m never alone
I think of you
And how you’d never let me go

I feel connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right
Cuz nothing can break this
Nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie
Connected
Connected inside

It’s not an accident
The time we spent apart
But now we’re so close
I can always find you right here in my heart

You’ve given me
Somethin’ I need
And all I’d ever want to do is
Because of you, I know I’ve found my strength again

I feel connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right
Cuz nothing can break this
Nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie
Connected
Connected inside

Every time that I breathe
I can feel the energy
Reachin’ out, flowin’ through
You to me and me to you
Wake up, dream, walk up stand
You are everywhere I am
Separate souls, unified
Touching at the speed of light

Li---ght
Oh---, Oh---, Oh---, Oh---

I feel connected
Protected
It’s like you’re sitting right
With me all the time
You hear me
You’re near me
And everything that all‘s gonna be all right
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