haiz~

i am so gulity

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Blogged @ 8:44 PM
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gd to be out wif gd old frenz ...
after so long ...

7 yrs
sense of Déjà vu wash over mi

bruch at Kim Gary
followed by movie "wanted"

time flies by ...
soon it is time 2 go hm

but memories shall stay as memories



Happi happi bdae my frenz ...
glad to celebrate yr 20th bdae wif u ...

the shit n the fly ...=>
Blogged @ 8:07 PM
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yes !
i will be strong

gonna overcome more
coz i noe i am not alone

2 cor 4:7-10

hard pressed on every side , but not crushed
perplexed, but not in despair
persecuted , but not forsaken
struck down , but not destroyed


resolved all misunderstanding 2 ....



thankz <3 ...


i tink i am back to normal le ....
Blogged @ 10:55 PM
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disappointed
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Prawny is DEAD ...
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was so angry tis afternoon
coz of some stuffs
haiz~
luckily everyting is over le ...


juz hope that the past will not repeat itself again ...
not tis time ...
Blogged @ 10:05 PM
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went for a jog at the nearby park
after work 2dae wif bf ..

he came over to meet mi after his few hrs of re-service
at 1st i tot he was jokin abt joggin
so i juz stroll

n guess wat ...
he realli run n left mi behind ..
so sad ...
n i cant catch up
coz when i run , my hair band keep droppin ...
haiz~

luckily he stopped n wait for mi in front .. <3 u !
haiz~
i am so unfit now ...
totally no stamina le
onli run for a short distance
i feel like die-ing le
feel breathless
n my leg cramp-ing ...

haiz~
now i am also so sian
regarding my blogshop
so long le
still havin started earning $ ...
haiz~
Blogged @ 10:39 PM
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i am so not happi nowdaes ..
so mani stuffs weightin my mind down ...

n i cant seem to resolve aniting ...
felt so trapped ...

haiz~
n now i haf a super big ucler in my mouth
givin mi so much pain till i dun feel like eatin
n now i am having headache ...
haiz~

n i had a terrible dream last nite ...



craving for Royce ....

n dear is goin for re-service 2molo ...
luckliy juz for a few hours ...
Blogged @ 11:24 PM
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ytd stayed at home to do housework ...
sianz ...
my mum keep naggin at mi nowdaes ...

haiz~
n i got a bad news
she is goin to stay over at my bdae chalet ..
double sianz ...
haiz~
coz the market is goin to be close for renovation startin frm the 7th
exactly the dae for my chalet ..
wat the ...
so suay ...

den ard 12 <3 come n we went to amk hub
for the net roadshow ..
try our luck to win some prizes
n Dear got a $100 net top up ...
so Gd !
next week i am goin to try my luck ..

den back hm again ...
packin my room n stuffs

den ard 6 <3 come over again !
n i haf gotten teh permission to go out !
off we go to bedok reservoir
for the art festival closin ...

nv noe so mani ppl will come to such a ulu place ...
n the mgt dere was real bad !
spoiled my entire mood for the dae

spoiler no1:
was asked not to sit on the grey stools juz 5 mins before the show started
n the area ard mi was crowded wif ppl , hardly a place for mi to sit no the floor
thus i hack wif the anouncement n continue sittin on the stool wif my bf ..

spoiler no2 :
juz a few seconds after the show started
a super rude auntie tap mi or i rather say poke mi on my shoulder
n asked or rather demanded mi to sit on the floor ...

spoiler no3 :
so i find a space n sat on the floor
n from dere i realli cant c aniting at all !
n my bf cant sit on the floor coz dere is realli no space !
i am so pissed off can ...
F@#$
den a auntie beside mi ask mi to sit back on the stool as we r dere early
like super early k ?
2 hr before the show !
so hack la
i juz sit back
come earlier next time la ..
@#$ aunties !

spoiler no4 :
when i got back on the stool
i realize that 3 unknown was on the stool was mi n my bf
can u imagine how bad is that 5 ppl on a stool
super uncomfortable can !

spoiler no5 :
nv realli catch most of the show as half of the time
i am tryin my best to stay low so as not to block ppl behind
n tryin my best to watch watever i can with 4-5 kids standin directly in front of mi ! n 1 of dem was like so tall le lorz
same height as mi when i sittin down ...
how to c u tell mi ?!
GRRR !
i am super sianz n angry !
pluz constantly for the ard 1ts half hour of the show u can hear ppl behind shouting "sit down" !


spoiler no6
i realli feel so wanted to leave the stupid place
but i cant even do so !
the whole place was so F crowded !


spoiler no7
the show was no nice at all
LAME show lorz ...
fireworks was not nice at all
so diff frm the openin ...
dear feels the same way too ..




aniway i was so no mood le
7 spoilers
how to be happi ? or even enjoyin the show ...
no mood to eat even ..
wat the F
regreted y i even came in the 1st place
waste of time ...
i rather watch a show in the threater
wif air con
sofa seats n all ....

wat a way to close the singapore arts festival ...
Blogged @ 2:43 PM
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juz back frm sinful sakura buffet !
actually was quite sick ytd nite , thankz God i am better 2dae ..

celebrated veron bdae, shamana n zhi wei's last dae of work at IRAS
the whole Crazy brunch of US pluz BOss ...

took so many crazy fotos

realli OMG
seen all the extreme crazy sides of dem !
n stupid samuel secretly took a few unglam fotos of mi eatin !
so wanted to kill him ...


haiz~
actually wanted to watch the art festival closin wif <3 de ...
but haf to postpone it ...

so happi to be part of tis crazy but Fun group
Blogged @ 9:16 PM
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wed marks the 6th ...
so happi that u came 2 meet mi for dinner
usin the few hrs u haf in between lessons ..

more 2 go ...


also Big Thankz to my long time no c sec sch frenz
n was treat-ed to crystal Jade !


also watched the Hulk last wk after work wif <3
n i met isaac n lester !

lookin so 4ward to the chalet !
having my bdae celebration togther wif <3
plz tag mi if u r comin !
thankz
Blogged @ 10:03 PM
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i am not happi 2 ....
but i will keep smilin jzu for u ...
realli hope everyting will work out eventually ..

God ! plz help !
Blogged @ 10:38 PM
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yeah !
stocks for alluring apparells had arrived !



i so wan tis top ..
but it is oos le ...
also eye-ing a top frm Stream ..
but i haf limited $ ..
haiz~
God plz bless mi ...
i pray that i will be able to get the telemarketing job ...


went to watch Kungfu Panda ytd ...
wif my <3 !
had a great time at the arcade till we forgot abt our show ,
haha , luckliy we got into the threater juz in time ...
when we sit down , the show juz started
didnt miss ani part at all =>


hope that the bond between us will stay strong ...
Blogged @ 9:11 PM
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wat a suay dae 2dae ...
woke up super late 2dae ...

n reach my work place at ard 9.45 ...

coz ytd went prawn fishin wif <3 n veron !

had so mani funni moments ..
n we even "Prawn-ed" up a dead n cooked prawn
so paiseh , but funni ...

aniway i tink mi n veron ends up payin $30 to feed the prawn rather den fish dem ...
while <3 caught 3 prawns ...

back 2 2dae ...

haiz~
i Failed my basic theory ....

sianz ...
actually i shld not be so affected ...
since i dun tink i am goin 2 drive ...
having a phobia of drivin after being in an accident/near accident several times
was so scared at times when i am juz sittin in the car ...
esp when the car sudden brake ..
so dun even dare to tink abt mi drivin a car ...

aiya i also rather be ferry-ed by ppl rather den drive ...
tinkin n findin a parkin lot would be a headache for mi le ...

but horz ..
i made a bet wif my mr Huang ...
sayin that if i managed to pass , he will go ice skate-ing wif mi ...
(which i everytime asked him 2 go , he will gif alot of excuse not 2 go de )


so i am so SAD when i failed my BTT ...
n feel kinda stupid
coz ppl always say BTT super easy de ..
but not so arhz
the qns quit tricky leh

aniway i am happi now !
coz my Dum Dum juz tagged n say he will go ice skate wif mi !
haha +smiles+
Blogged @ 10:16 PM
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a Fairy-tale no more ...


can i realli depend on u for the rest of my life ?
can i realli cast all my problems n worries to u ?

i need answers ........
Blogged @ 1:51 PM
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i Went to register at SIM 2dae !
(n i am so glad that i haf a direct bus all the way dere)

tis is the course i signed up for ...
'Bachelor of Business (Economics and Finance) Full-time "
http://www1.sim.edu.sg/sge/pub/gen/sge_pub_gen_content.cfm?ID=124&mnuid=143

dunno y somehow i juz feel so Relax n at peace ,
when i am on my way 2 SIM again ..
even though on the way i had alight at the wrong stop ...
guess i am realli happi that i can be back to student life again ..
ya ..
after experiencing workin life for the past 3 mths
i realize that being a student is realli way much better ...

now dependin on God to bless mi ..
so that i wun haf 2 bear the burden of a study loan ...

after SIM , when to meet <3 at lavender ..
as he is repairin his bike dere ..
dunno y nowdaes his bike keep givin him problems ...

den off to VIVO City ...
meet up wif his mum n sis ,
n lunch+dinner at KIM GARY
the super nice twin sauce baked rice !

after that MOVIE !
Narnia ! Prince Caspian
Great visual effect ! n the movin trees helpin wif the battle juz remind mi of LOTR
gonna watch Part 1 soon .. it is still collect dust at my house ...
went back hm early straight after the movie ...
to prevent being nagg-ed by my mum ...

<3
<3
<3
juz love the journey back hm frm vivo on <3 bike ...
remind mi of the veri first time we went 2 catch a movie 2gther ...
the veri 1st time i ride on his bike ... ( my veri 1st bike experience 2! )
rmb the sweet moments ...
n more to come i believe !
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