Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i am realli on the edge le
1 more push tats it ...
y u always askin so much frm mi ?
i told u abt bro prelims results
i noe its bad ...
but y i get the blame ?!
how am i suppose to rmb wat i learn in sec 4 which is like 4 yrs ago ?
i also need time 2 refresh myself rite ?
i am not a com u noe ?
n y i am supposed to approach him n teach him ?
y not he come n ask mi qns when he dunno ?
i have my project n work to be busy about u noe ?
haiz~
y it is always like that since young ..
everytime my bro does someting else ,
u blame on mi ...
r u being overly protective of him ?
tats y he nv grow up ..
still tinkin of buying new mp3
worry-ing about not having enough $ to buy it when his main concern shld be his O's around the corner ...
the fact that u dote on him so much ,
n never even tried to hide yr favouritism towards him ...
but u r depending on mi for yr livehood in your old age ...
wat irony ...
i realli wanted so much to move out at the age of 21 ...
but i cant do it now
due to finanical constraint ...
or else once i am out i would nv return back again ...
sometimes i juz feel that i am all alone ...
no1 realli noe wat i am feelin n tinkin ...
maybe is coz of the mask i am wearing ...
but ...
somewat if u noe
i dun tink u would even bother
yr main concern is abt him , n $ ..
is there realli some1 dere that i can depend on ?
God ! seriously i am crashin .........
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