juz read a blog of some1 frm the same sec sch as mi ...
juz 1 yr older than mi ...
she is happily married and pregnant now ..
n living wif her hubby in usa ...
realli touched by the love between her and her partner
only by juz reading , u can sense the love between them is so so strong
2gther for 7yr++
and getting married
and flying off to USA
due to her hubby work
even though they are not realli counted as veri sucessful in their studies or career
wasnt frm a exactly good family background either ..
but i strongly tink that they are VEri sucessful in their own life !
findin some1 that u love and love u back is not easy
maintaining the relationship is even more harder !
speaking from personal experience ...
and for them 7 years++ and now married
goin through the thick and thin 2gther ...
and growing up 2gther ...
this is realli hard trust mi ,
coz this is when the way u c tings
yr goals , yr direction starts to change
this is also when u wanna go yr way ,
pursue yr dreams
goin in all diff direction ...
and realise tings are not easy as u tink they shld be
n u will start to realise u are heading in a diff direction frm yr frenz
bf or gf ...
this when disagreement started , quarrels ...
haiz~
i ended r/s after 2 yrs+ ...
and moving on on my own alone ...
not used to it in the being
but getting better as time goes by ...
and i started to change
alot ..
physically and mentally ...
alot been in quite a few failed r/s (nv last more than 3mths)
hurting other ppl and myself
coz i dun haf the tot of settling down wif some1 ,
or maybe coz i dun dare 2 ..
fear of committment ..
plus ppl ard mi are also the same
so i feel its ok ...
but it definitely not !
to cut the long story short
i finally found <3
all coz of God's love !
after being single for quite some time
trying to figure wat i am looking 4 ...
and i defintely want to spend th rest of my life with u ....
and i also need to grow up more !
i tot i am ardy quite an Adult
by funding my own uni edu ,
and own expenses
but i JUZ realise tat quite a few of ppl i noe
alrdy starting their own family
applying for flat , having their own baby
OMG ! i am definitely still not ready for tat !
not ready for married life ,
being a mummy ,
living in a foreign land wif juz u and yr partner ...
haiz~
i still have so so so much more to learn ...
life is not realli abt having a cert animore
yr examz or not juz tests that u take in the hall ...
they are life examz that u have to prepare yrself for ....
feels so kiddo as compared to them
they are preparing for their life ,
while i am still mugging for examz ,
and worryin abt my results , projects and stuffs
God aid mi in my growing up !
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