y i juz cant celebrate my new yr happily or normally

last yr of this time i am involved in an accident
resulting in me in terrible pain n also too shocked to celebrate
(accident happened when i am on my way to sentosa )

this yr i am so sick ...
n haiz~

n also i am still short of $500 for my next sem fees
n MOM ppl have yet 2 call mi up ..
haiz~
God ask them faster call mi k ?
n thankz for speaking to me tat night
when i realli realli need u ..
Blogged @ 9:52 AM
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feels so cheated
being some1 for 375 days tat will prefer to lie to mi
not juz once but twice in juz 30mins

n will rather run away
instead of facing mi
fear of failure ..

wanted to call some1 to tok to
theres a few person on my mind
but some stuffs juz holds mi back frm calling them ..

y ?
y it is so hard for mi to find some1 that i can realli trust ?
Blogged @ 5:38 PM
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Disappointed

Y ?
not 1 but 2 times
i gaven u the chance Twice ...

Trust ?


END of us ...

juz mi by myself ....
suddenly u r juz a total stranger ..
i realli dunno u animore ..
Blogged @ 8:51 AM
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MERRY CHRISTMAS !
gorgeous ..
when can i c this in SG ?
or when can i c this wif my own eyes

tis yrs christmas started out quite badly for mi ...
shall not mention much ...
but it ended off quite ok .. => thankz GOD !

went for chc drama (as usual for the past 2 yrs)
but this yr drama is not as gd as previous yrs ..

but nvm the msg behind is the real impt part ..
distressed ? - of course ! only 9 days more to my next sem payment , but i am still short of 500 ..
nvm , i trust God for finanical blessin
Blogged @ 12:34 AM
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watched BOLT in 3D today !

after going for my interview ...
waiting for their call next week
GOD i pray that they will faster call mi !!!

Storyline for Bolt was realli nice !
but the 3D effect was abit disappointing
not as gd as expected
(nth will fly 2wards u , till u haf the urge to "catch" it )

also got all the christmas presents for all my VIP people le !


Haiz~
but i dun understand y is there a need to hide a certain someting frm mi ...
worse still when i found it out myself accidently ...
Blogged @ 1:26 AM
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watched IP MAN 2day ..

it is nice ..

n i did accompany u ..
dun complain to others le k ...

GOD i need yr blessing fo 2molo ..
i pray tat i will be able to take up the job at MOM
somehow i am able to commit to the trainin period ..
Thankz God !
Blogged @ 12:16 AM
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caught TWILIGHT
not as gd as i expected ...

love between a vampire(Edward) and human(Bella)
the kind of story line i like ..

but
i will prefer tian you and xiao lin anytime !
yet to finish watching my dat with a vampire 2
that i ahd bought mths ago ...



BUT !
i also wanna watch BOLT in 3D !!!


2molo will be a great day ahead ..
i knew it
Coz God is with mi !
Blogged @ 11:22 PM
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365 days
neither too long nor short ...

been through quite alot
but more to come i noe ...

n-joy myself 2dae ~!
did my surprise present surprised u ?
thankz for the MARIE


and also had a gd day out wif BEST FRENZ ytd ..
i promise we will meet up soon again =>

this coming sat will be a busy 1 ..
hope u will be able to come along with mi ..
Blogged @ 11:33 PM
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yeah ! thankz God !
i have got my 1st christmas present from my aunt
a pair of havaianas !

n will be meeting BEST FRENZ at town later
so long since i last saw her
been wanting to meet up .. but ...
finally i am c-ing her !

2molo will be the special day ..
n i got my presnt rdy !
have u got yrs ?
Blogged @ 3:42 PM
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going back to sch 2molo for enrolment talk
God i pray tat somehow i will have enough to pay for my next sem fee

and also will able to complete my trainin at MOM before sch starts

Amem !
Blogged @ 11:52 PM
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am i heading in the right direction ?

are u ... ?

a long tok ytd ..
i begin to c n tink more clearly ...

soemtimes u juz have to let go ...
Blogged @ 11:43 AM
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PRAISE THE LORD !
i am free!!!
yeah yeah yeah !

like finally
signed the clearance form ytd nite
and walk out of "green logo "
and not goin back dere le
wun even step in 2 patronise the shop !
NO WAY !

ytd "battle" was not as bad as i tot
somehow i still managed to fight back for myself

nv sleep the nite b4
as i am realli worried abt the "battle"
n ya , i admit i tink 2 much .meilin
haha , it is not as bad as i tink
HQ ppl nv come down
only the outlet 2 IC n mi ...

2 cut the whole long story short
the problem was settled
and closed as long as i not report anyting to the HQ , HR department ..

yes !
enough of "green logo" le

2day is KOON SAN anniversary
goin down later ...

i am finally free to spend my time as my heart desire
-free to meet my frenz
-free to rest
-free to eat at my own time
-free to meet <3
-and free to Go for CHRISTMAS SVC ! BOTH of dem ! +SMILES+

and also coz of this terrible job
i also gain alot of stuffs ...
n i noe that i am not alone ...
my <3s are always with mi ....
Blogged @ 1:31 PM
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it had been so long since i felt so weak ..

no strenght to defend myself
realli afraid that i might breakdown later
God i realli need u !
fight for mi or send an angel to defend mi ...

y ?
someting like this happened last yr 2 ...
someting trival blowing up into someting major ...

and i realli dunno how 2 defend myself
instead tears flows ...
if only they can speak for mi ...

i realli hope they wun come later
as i dun wan the others to c it as a sign of weakness
coz i noe i am not ! i am juz tired ...
tired of explaining , i am at a position of disadvantage-ness

God i realli realli need u !!!
Blogged @ 10:56 AM
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i dunno wat 2 say ...

how 2 defend myself

5 to 1

a battle tat i am face-ing 2molo

y does it turn out tis way ? !


i juz wan to quit y does it had to e so hard ?

God !
i shall leave it all to u ...
Blogged @ 11:36 PM
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i am being "killed" slowly ..
suffering at the "Green logo "

God !
plz blessin mi with the job at MOM !
it will be a great christmas present for mi !

an uncle customer came to mi 2dae
and tok to mi while picking clothes for hsi wife ..

and dunno y he suddenly asked abt my qualifications
den he say " y work here ? ! u uni leh ..
here so xin ku , u go find other job , dun stay le ! "

and he even help mi to fold some of the clothes
in my mind ..
"is he an angel ? " coz so far i nv c any customer so gd de
nv mess up the clothes , and farmore help mi fold ?

n also he seems to be come to look for mi de ..
coz he straight come and find mi le ...
not i approach him de ..

n even b4 he left he tell mi again to leave this job
it is not for mi ..


hmm , this muz be my wake up call
or rather wake up shout from God !

thankz alot heavenly father !
but i realli realli need a new job (the MOM 1)
coz i am still short of $ for my next sem sch fees !!!

and also <3 fall sick le ..
bless him with gd health and faster recover !
haiz~
so wanted to go over and take care of him 2molo ...
but ..
I Got work !
start at 12-8
so bu 3 bu 4 ..
stupid timing ...
i am realli getting so "Killed" by Green logo !
-kill my personal time
-my spritual time
- my r/s time
- my rest time

so goin to quit b4 18th
realli cant tahan le

so b4 18th muz cfm get a new job !
God i pray to u !
Blogged @ 12:17 AM
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christmas coming ...
can i have my christmas prezzies early tis yr ?

i wan a gd paying job , wif flexi time !

haiz~
my scheldue at "green logo "
dun allow to go to any church svc !

how can i miss christmas svc
hopefully able to get anew job b4 christmas
so i can offically give myself off day on christmas and eve !
Blogged @ 12:19 AM
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woke up late 2day
supoosed to start work at 10 ,
but i woke up at 10 ..
guess i am realli tired ...
and sick of work ...

but i still gonna tahan !
ard 20 working days more
in order to raise enough for my sch fees next sem ...
haiz~

had a fruitful sushi dinner juz with my mum juz now ...

and meeting my sistas 2molo ! =>
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yeah !
praise the Lord !
my results are out !
i got 3 Dist and 1 High Dist !

but sadly
i went for 2 jobs interview 2dae
but i dun tink i will be able to get it
despite my "lot" of effort taken to go dere

was rainin the whole day
and i was half dreached !
as <3 was drving mi to the interviews ..
thankz alot
sry for losing my temper
as i am realli veri depressed and tired
partly due to my current job

realli cant wait to get out of it ..

ppls got any lobang tell mi k k k ?
i realli need a new job !

God i pray to u ...
Blogged @ 11:15 PM
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y am i feelin so lonely nowdaes ?

christmas songs playing ..
abt Merry christmas
my fav day is coming near
but y i am feeling so sianz

and somehow i feel tat my christmas tis yr will not be a enjoyable 1 ...

a person from the past ...
y do u still wan to lie to mi ?
Blogged @ 10:55 PM
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i am goin 2 quit working at the "green logo" !
had enough frm Jet and Chris ..

2day Chris asked mi to go down to tpy to take stock ALL ALONE !
ard 2 kg worth of Stocks ..
TMD ..
and i am SUPPOSED to pay for the trip down also ...
even though it is only $1+
but i am only earnin $5.50 per hr u noe ..
so $1+ is quite alot ..
even for my lunch i only spend max $4 in order to save $
limiting myself to a $2 burger everyday ..
tink i small size nv tok much gd 2 bully huh ?
nvm .. u wait and c ..

i at least hold a "A' level cert
not like the rest workin dere ..
not even biligual
even having problems commicating to each other ..
WTH ..
still wanna work as sales associate ?
wake up yr idea la
even serve aunties also need to have some standard de ma ..
or rather some aunties speaks better english than some of them dere ...
having mi as a part timer at yr outlet is yr fu qi
as noted i brought an increase in sales for them
but wat i get in return ?
asking mi to do all the "sia ga "
ask mi go bank Q to change $
go other outlet relief for 2 hrs and come back (waste my transport $ )
go take stock from other shops all alone ..
and get all the blame !

i had enough !

Gd bye !
its payback time !
Blogged @ 12:23 AM
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1 week of workin at the "green logo"
also marks the end of dec ...

4 more daes to the release of results
18 more days to the special day
1 more mth to the end of the year ..

tinkin back of the time
last yr tis date ...
the ppls ard me n close to mi ...

some get closer ,
while some drift away ...

guess this is life
u get some ,
at the same time u lose some ...

realli dun like workin at "green logo"
but wat to do ,
i gonna earn my own keep
and pay for my own sch fees ...

giving up so much of my time ,
even my personal ones
juz to earn so little




i realli miss goin to church ...
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