had a bad dream ytd
and i realise how impt is my bro to me

msg him and ask him to keep himself safe

had xlb 2day !

i tink i can realli wave gd bye to my diet plans

gd food keep tempting me ...
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wat a day ,
rushin after the games session
to wushu trainin dun even haf 20mins to eat
due to the jam n mrt breakdown

also
someting realli buggin me since sat

wat happened ?
i realli dunno
seems to get cold shoulder frm ppl i treasure
n worse ytd
2 person now

realli hate the feelin

likes yr frenz is leaving u ...
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read a young 17-18 yr old couple blog

the typical missing each other like mad , even thou just parted
will go all the way to meet each other even thou it is only half an hr
willingly sit dere and watch the other party slp for 2 hrs w/o saying anyting
call each other laopo and laogong , "will u marry me ?"
sweet innocent love (puppy love)

seems so so far away frm me now ...
the increase in heartbeat feelin when u tink or when u c the whoever included

wonders y the big change in just 4 yrs
as i read i am tinkin
silly boy n gal
totally impractical and impossible
laughing as i read
but envy at the same time

had my share of this when i am younger
simple life , nth much to worry except studies ,
and maybe whether yr love will leave u
can live on bread n water as long as u got love

not like now ,
22 yr old me
grew to know that love is not realli tat impt
& u can jolly well survive w/o it (can almost kill when the heartache come)
it is damm fragile anyway
also come to realise that in the end u may not get to marry the one u realli love
due to some unromantic reason (not those in movie kind)

and almost suddenly u will realise yr world had changed
planning for yr future , career , family , finance , house
the list goes on

and i know it will get worse as i grow older
the beautiful picture i once paint abt love
will slowly fate away

Maybe tats y
i would prefer to date older guys
as they will not have the beautiful(untrue) picture of love
and they r more practical , totally diff from the guys who r ard yr age or maybe just 2-3 yrs older

spoken to a frenz of mine
and came to realise that MARRIAGE
it not cause of 2 person wanting to spend their life
only with one another and no1 else aka LOVE
it may be just because of the need forming a family
and support in times of need
little wonder to y divorce rates is on the rise


the notation of love had changed
so had the world ....
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had a great time with partner ytd

realli amazing when i look back from how we noe each other to now ,
how close we r

haha , and we have the same design watch
the exact same 1
just diff colour and we didnt even noe it
till we met up ytd

had a great lunch at marche !
and explored my BB
finally noe hows to use it
as a smartphone
not jus a normal fone

walk ard town
& i got wat i wanted to buy the other time
even thou it means i had to carry the heavy thing home myself

and desserts time
macaroons ! pretty and tasty
bakerzin ones are heavenly
the choco 1s esp , taste like royce choco
haha , and partner let me have most of the choco 1s
thankz ya ~!


kanna cheated by breadtalks's ones
pretty exterior and packing
but they r not nice at all


and i finally noe why i am fat now
all coz of partner's evil doings


haha , meet up sometime soon !



PS , u r gonna be missed for the next few days
cutie, i jus cant seems to keep my hands off u ..
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movie siao 2day
actually wanted to catch 3
but den
due to my eyesight
i mistook 8 as 9
thus cant watch coz timing clash

caught the sorcerer's apprentice PREVIEW
with free popcorns and drink
at LIDO 1
memories at LIDO 1 , quite a funny 1 actually
but it will just be a memory , dun tink it will happen again
our path crossed once , but now we had both moved on
hope u r gd with your

gonna do some serious catchin up with my study scheldue i am seriously lackin behind !!!

and Daddy God i still love u ...
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pratically run all over sg over the weekends

been to changi , jurong , clarke quay , chinatown , ...


and went to Ma Maison for the 2nd time
and there was a Q , even thou it is realli hidden in 1 corner
but it is worth it
as the food is gd ,
and once u r inside,
somehow u will feel like u r at home
juz relax and chat over the meal
also noted that most ppl will stay and have a gd chat
maybe tats the reason for the Q

and i rmb my camera + memory card this time
so heres the pic



cute check out Key

went for a walk at sg nite life place
used to walk thou here on Wed
realli wanna go club ,
hmm
but need to arrange and plan coz mostly mornin lesson now ,
damm sianz !

lookin forward to go Supper club with Partner !
and cya on thur =)

long day 2molo
morning lesson again ...
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had a nice dinner
with a super gd ambience
with Meilin 2day

took 2 pic with my fone ,
coz i bought camera w/o memory card AGAIN !

had a gd chat
seems like ages
and we had both changed alot
we also seem to age alot 2 ....
shared abt our life ,
the wonderful blessing she received with tons of LOVE !
haha , and i just got mines 2 !
been quite dependent on my blessing
not gd ..
but THANKZ GOD !
i noe it is u all along


finally got my sticky jar refilled !
the last time it is full is like 1 yr ago
given by Partner ,
n they change a new jar for me , coz it is 2 old le
kinda ke xi , coz the happy bdae is not dere anymore ...
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enjoyed my day out ytd with MI cliques at 15mins

all thankz to leoric planning
and vaney for the wonderful dinner

realli miss a gathering like this all of us
every1 was dere

even thou it is jus sitting down tokin
abt our life now
old times
or jus some silly stuffs here n dere
it is realli a great time
realli hope we will all still continue to do this like maybe 1 or twice a yr

saw how some realli realli close frenz lost contact with one another
to the point of dun wan to meet , coz dunno wat to tok abt anymore
e.g my primary sch frenz

realli hope this wun happened again to my sec sch clique , MI clique , IRAS ppl , my best frenz , partner , my sisters...


someting happened ytd
which proven to me that bdae is realli a suay day
n how impt frenz(close) are ..


realli hope and pray hard that precious frenz i that i keep deep in my heart
will nv go away , and will still be as close as ever ...


to all my dear frenz ...
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oh God i realli need finanical blessing
just the usual will do ...

paying sch fees in a few days time ...

thanks for the strenght and ability to keep awake n reach class in time

amen !
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2day pass like any other days
jus hp kept having alerts frm fb , well wishes
as well as msg wishing happy bdae

shall not complain
as least i didnt cry 2day
1st day w/o a cake on my bdae

morning lesson ,
went to eat n slp after tat
woke up find bb
and went to wushu , but nv train ,
juz dun wan to stay at home
no point also


and 1 day pass jus like tat
jus like any other day
boring but at least i am not sad
no need to fake a smile or wat so ever

if onli u
didnt say tat pharse this mornin
i will realli be grateful
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i juz dun wan to cry on my bdae ,
it is realli so much to ask ?

GOD please answer my prayers ....



i am starting to hate n dread my bdae
as i am cryin on my bdae , realli pour out kind of crying ,
and the kind i had to realli try my very best not to tear in public kind ,
& had to force to put on a fake smile for ppl around me ,
when i am feelin super terrible inside .
on e actual day 6th
for 2yrs in a row
realli hope this wun be the 3rd


or i wun rather every1 forget my bdae

as it only bring sadness every year
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went to jurong point ytd with family

shop ard and had a jap meal
1st time my dad is eating jap meal
even thou he dun like it
he still eat with us all the same
love u daddy =)

after tat we head to IMM
went dasio and to giant
typical family shopping
been quite long since we out as a whole family

later goin to jurong point again
meeting SIM peeps
actually wanted to go safari with mei lin n all
but SIM ppl insist i muz come
a mass celebartion i tink

sch goin to start in a few days time
but my body clock still as messed up

also getting older in a few days time
bdae is nth much to look forward to after u had passed yr 21st




bkk trip is cfm =)
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