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Sunday, July 31, 2011

DEAR Heavenly Father ,

i pray for a gd start of work 2molo at rws
i will be able to be the head n not the tail at work
and shine brightly for u

bless me with the strength and wisdom i need
and i will have a gd and enough rest to get myself ready 2molo

Thankz once again for blessing me with this job , AMEN !

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Friday, July 29, 2011

goin to start work like real soon

having mixed feeling

part of me lookin 4ward
as it is wat i wan to do

part of me hope tat the day will come later
as i am used to the pace of my life now

even thou i wake up early n stuffs
but i get to do the tings i wan at my own pace
it is realli a form of enjoyment

but i would say tat this rest period is well spend

i managed to tink thou
and also grew closer to GOD
and realli relax myself , which i nv had the luxury of time to
for the past 3 years at least

will spend the last 3 days effectively as i did the past few days

my last jb trip ( for 2 mths holiday)
is a gd one , with cpt amercian , and lok lok , gd frenz for company

THANKS GOD for all the blessing u had poured out for me

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Monday, July 25, 2011

THANKZ GOD

i am employed

signed the letter of appointment 2day

even thou it is not exactly where i wanna be( marine life park)
but i trust GOD place me dere for a reason.
n the pay is realli low
1.6k
no idea how i goin to survive
but still i trust GOD will provide

and also the promotion to a team lead after 6 mths
and also an increase in pay

TRUST GOD ENTIRELY for that !
amen

anyway i am realli blessed

with a job tat i will enjoy
where i wanna be
with the career prospects i can enjoy

GOD I WILL SHINE BRIGHTLY FOR U !

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Friday, July 22, 2011

got a gd gd news frm rws

offered me the contract w.o the need for 2nd interview !

GOD IS amazing !!

also give thankz for the gd rest n nice dream !

i love u LORD !

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Thursday, July 21, 2011

i am waiting

n it is getting harder

applies to both work , and personal stuffs

i am doin my best to let the GOD factor grow and the me factor decrease

GOD bless me with the strength to c thou this !
i realli need it !

please provide me with signs or anyting for reassurance

i am starting to weaver

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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

maybe it is the right time right 1

but still waiting for GOD's sign b4 anyting

but IMY when u r not here

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Saturday, July 16, 2011

1 step at a time

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Friday, July 15, 2011

goin for an interview with rws in a while ,

GOD if dere is where u wan me to be ,
bless me with a career with them
n that i will find favour with the HR dere
and have a successful interview

lead me to a place where u wan me to shine for u

not my will to be done but your my lord

THANKS for all the blessing u had cast upon my life

helping me pull thou , in the darkest moments

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Monday, July 11, 2011

it is hard super hard

the pain is so so bad

GOD please i need u

when i am out and ard ppl
i am still able to get by , forget for the moment n pretend

but once i am back
alone

all the pain comes back

not sure how i am goin to do it
but still i am goin to do it with GOD

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Sunday, July 10, 2011

so so pissed off

stupid fone !!!!!

even my frenz dun treat me like tat

glad tat i left

i tot maybe u will change

but once again
it is still the same

i shld be glad tat i left ,
but den still it still hurts

STACY ! stop being so dumb , why waste yr time and feelin for some1 who dun give a hoot abt u

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Saturday, July 9, 2011

managed to pass wat it seems to be a diff day to pass
rather easily

indeed GOD will provide

out of the blue
some1 ask me out and off to 1 of my fav place for food
and tried some food tat i nv tried b4
and it turned out to be quite gd
till i am tinkin abt it at nite
haha

had a gd trip and also
tok abt GOD stuffs

and even thou the person is a backbackslider
the person noe so much abt GOD den me
n had finished reading the bible

n i am quite ashamed tat despite 4 years i yet to finish reading it

and after 2day svc i am once again reminded to read the GOD's word
as it holds all the answer and everyting i need to noe
and to keep myself strong during this times

grateful to have friend like this ard me
THANK GOD !
n yes i will try to rely more on u n less on myself

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Friday, July 8, 2011

it is your day

i miss you

but i cant .....

words are easy
actions are hard

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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

my 3, 3 eyes aliens celebrated with me !

thankz alot to kian hup for the gift

my rainbow cake

rainbow for the interior as well

but it dun taste tat great ,
too sweet
and if i say it is 2 sweet
means it is realli way too sweet

had a quiet bdae celebration at home 2day
cant rmb when is the last time i did this

at least this year
no tears on my bdae

gd enough
as the numbers add up

bdae is jus a day u wanna spend with yr loves one ,
not some loud , fancy celebration

this year bdae i am blessed finanically and with food !
sponsored jb food hunt , and xiao lao baos

with the jb trip starting at amk n ended at amk
and also goin ard to hunt down the lok lok van ,
when we cant find the usual 1 at its place

THANKZ GOD , if not for u , i will not be here =)

once again i pray tat RWS Marine Life Park will call me up soon !

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Tuesday, July 5, 2011

i am officially single

it is hard , super not used to it

but den having friends ard helps alot

esp those tat dote n care for u

THANKZ alot my dear friends

having a quiet celebration with jus my family and my OWN cake 2molo
been quite some time tat i had spend my bdae at home with jus my family
it is goin to be a gd one =)

if i will to have jus a bdae present
i pray tat it will be the appointment of a position in MARINE LIFE PARK

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Monday, July 4, 2011

expectation brings great disappointment

i decided to stop expecting

n stop the pain tat comes with each disappointment

each time i tot tings will change
but in the end
it stills the same

the end is still the same

and i will also curb the habit of mines

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i love meeting up with the ladies (no longer gals)

juz simply chat n catch up with each other lives

we had change so much since the day we noe each other(n i believe it will still continue to change a few years down the road)

but the friendship between us remains strong

who says friends who r diff from each other cant be close

the 3 of us are all so diff from one another

but still we r still as close as ever

it is realli a blessing to have this 2 dear sistas with me all this years

when i thankz GOD for blessing , u guys are counted 2 =)

p.s GOD i pray that RWS will call me 2molo ! amen

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Saturday, July 2, 2011

still not a single calls from my potential employers

getting a little depressed

y arhz ?
got so hard to find job meh

GOD please i seek yr direction
give me a job where u wan me to be in the marketplace

and also
keep coming across articles regarding marriages ,online

haiz~
marriage

i juz wan a loyal guy whom i can trust
who is able to provide for my family and i had feelings for

i begining to tink that this is so unachievable

temptations are abundant out dere

n also i have no idea why u r keeping stuffs from me

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